Entry 112- Gossip

Matthew 5:10-12

[10]Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, 

    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

[11]“Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.

[12]Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

We live in a society today that has accepted gossiping as a norm. But what many people fail to realize especially those of so called faith is that gossip is a form of sin. 

Words matter both in the physical and spiritual realms and carry consequences. Where does it say specifically in the Bible that it's a sin well it's not in those specific words per say however it does tell us to tame our tongues, words have consequences and to be slow to speak. 

In my life and on my own spiritual journey I encounter gossip all the time about myself and my family. It's done online and while there have been people who have brought it up to my attention I choose not to search what people are saying and the lies they are saying about us. Vengeance is Father's alone so I choose to let Him take care of it. 

Listen when Satan has failed over and over to have an effect on my spirit he will send his minions to do his dirty work for him. And when that fails too he will try extremely hard to tell all sorts of lies about you to ruin your name. 

Mind you I personally believe that if people are not receptive to the work I put forth online with my ministry and showcasing the Truth than it's sad but true when I say they are spiritually dead. In which case what they say about me behind my back just rolls right off because they do not matter to ME. 

I had someone who told me that there were things being said about me and my family online and proceeded to try and convince me that the people of the town I'm currently in are really "Good" people... Right 👍 I thought to myself... I told him I was not worried about it and Father will take care of it...but then he assured me  there were people who defended me and my family and I looked at him and said... and that is how Father takes care of it for me... 

Let's just say I have my own personal opinion about the people of this town and majority are controlled and spiritually dead. Spiritually dead is basically claiming they are believers in the word, they go to church, celebrate all the pagan religious holidays and yet they are the ones that are gossiping, and judging others but more specifically myself and my family.

Satan knows his time is short I think this is why everything feels so sped up these days. He is trying to do everything he can to bother my spirit and he keeps FAILING Miserably might I add. 

If you are gossiping about others or someone is gossiping about someone else in front of you and you par take in the gossip just know these same people are also gossiping about you to someone else. It's best to cut it all together. 

These days people just like to stir the pot to get a reaction out of you and when you don't give them the reaction they are looking for they don't know what to do with themselves. For the wicked can't sleep because they constantly plot and scheme different ways to bring you down... 

You know Father laughs at the wicked because He knows how foolish they are... 

So think twice before you par take in any form of gossip. I myself am not perfect and that doesn't mean I have NEVER gossipped before of course I have long before I began my spiritual journey and have learned it does nothing. I remember how when I was par taking in the gossip it was because the conversations were boring and there was nothing better to talk about 😐. 

People gossip because they are bored with their own lives remember that... 

Okay that's all for now 

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

The Book Of Matthew Ch 10-11 Sending Out His Disciples

In chapter 10 Yahushua sends out His twelve disciples saying:

Matthew 10:16

[16]“I am sending you out like sheep among wolves. Therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves.

What I am trying to do with these posts is to show you how they apply to my own spiritual journey and how it may apply in your own spiritual journey. Of course our journey is going to be different but I encourage you to meditate on these chapters and verses and see how they apply in your daily spiritual life. 

In my life and on my spiritual journey I do see these verses play out according to scripture. Here's how I know this. 

My spiritual journey has been an encounter with the den of wolves. In the current location I'm at people are not responsive to what I'm doing and even if I tell them I have an online ministry they seem to ignore it completely and instead seek out answers to questions that bare no fruit but judgement. 

With that said there are many 'WOLVES' dressed in sheep's clothing which means they are manipulators and give of the image of being kind, humble and caring but you will know them by their fruit as Yahushua tells His disciples and followers. 

I'm always careful as to how I am to answer questions and if I don't want to respond I say so. It's important in this case to be picky about what you say because they will use it against you. You must be slow to speak and let the Holy Spirit speak through you. I'm embarrassed to say I haven't always been wise in that sense but I've learned that this is how I must be. 

Yahushua says be harmless as doves. Well let me tell you something it's not easy to do but it's a must. Being on this spiritual journey while homeless people don't believe you first off. 

So then you have the negative spirits who will come against you and spread rumors about you. This is persecution at it's finest because the rumors are online which I refuse to acknowledge. 

But that isn't to say that we don't have people in person who try to cause problems. It's always in the shadows because those that follow the enemy are cowards and the enemy wants YOU to use your freewill to do something STUPID to give the enemy spiritual legal rights against you. So that is how these verses are applied to my life. When you don't give the enemy what he wants he loses big time. 

From a human perspective it's frustrating but Father says 'VENGANCE IS MINE' and I trust that He will indeed take care of it. 

Yahushua reminds His disciples that the servant is not above his master.

Matthew 10:24-25

[24]“The student is not above the teacher, nor a servant above his master.

[25]It is enough for students to be like their teachers, and servants like their masters. If the head of the house has been called Beelzebul, how much more the members of his household!

So we are to expect to be persecuted as Yahushua our teacher, master and Messiah was treated perhaps even to the point of death.

Another reminder of what it means and what it takes to walk with Yahushua. There are some very hard discussions that go along with following Yahushua and just taking that leap of Faith to fight for the eternal that of which you can't see and makes no sense to the people of this world.

The next few verses are extremely important to meditate on to see how serious you are on your spiritual walk.

Please read them carefully 

Matthew 10:35-42

[35]For I have come to turn 

“ ‘a man against his father, 

    a daughter against her mother, 

a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law— 

   

[36]a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’

[37]“Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.

[38]Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me.

[39]Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.

[40]“Anyone who welcomes you welcomes me, and anyone who welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me.

[41]Whoever welcomes a prophet as a prophet will receive a prophet’s reward, and whoever welcomes a righteous person as a righteous person will receive a righteous person’s reward.

[42]And if anyone gives even a cup of cold water to one of these little ones who is my disciple, truly I tell you, that person will certainly not lose their reward.”

 

In chapter 11 Yahushua talks about John the Baptist and how it was written that he would be sent to make away for the Messiah Yahushua. 

Matthew 11:10-15

[10]This is the one about whom it is written: 

“ ‘I will send my messenger ahead of you, 

    who will prepare your way before you.’

[11]Truly I tell you, among those born of women there has not risen anyone greater than John the Baptist; yet whoever is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he.

[12]From the days of John the Baptist until now, the kingdom of heaven has been subjected to violence, and violent people have been raiding it.

[13]For all the Prophets and the Law prophesied until John.

[14]And if you are willing to accept it, he is the Elijah who was to come.

[15]Whoever has ears, let them hear.

What people and pharasees of that time didn't understand was who was sent before them

Matthew 11:18-19

[18]For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, ‘He has a demon.’

[19]The Son of Man came eating and drinking, and they say, ‘Here is a glutton and a drunkard, a friend of tax collectors and sinners.’ But wisdom is proved right by her deeds.”

While I am on this spiritual journey in this current town I can see with my spiritual eyes how there are so much demonic spirits roaming around and inhabiting people open to it some of which may not know they are doing the work of their father the devil 😈...

Yahushua sends a strong message to those who were witnesses to His workings of miracles and still refused to repent.

Matthew 11:20-24

[20]Then Yahushua began to denounce the towns in which most of his miracles had been performed, because they did not repent.

[21]“Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the miracles that were performed in you had been performed in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes.

[22]But I tell you, it will be more bearable for Tyre and Sidon on the day of judgment than for you.

[23]And you, Capernaum, will you be lifted to the heavens? No, you will go down to Hades. For if the miracles that were performed in you had been performed in Sodom, it would have remained to this day.

[24]But I tell you that it will be more bearable for Sodom on the day of judgment than for you.”

Yahushua thanks 🙏 Abba Yahuah for revealing these things to little children.

Matthew 11:25-30

[25]At that time Yahushua said, “I praise you, Father, Aluah of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children.

[26]Yes, Father, for this is what you were pleased to do.

[27]“All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.

[28]“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

[29]Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

[30]For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

This journey is not meant for it to be hard and in most cases it's not. But it requires a lot of spiritual growth and maturity on our part for us to understand spiritually what is required of us to move closer to the kingdom without giving up. 

This is to me the hardest part because we are in the flesh living for the eternal. We can't always see what is ahead but we are told to Walk by Faith and not by sight. 

My faith has been building up throughout this journey. Evolving and maturing through every demonic spiritual encounter, trials, tests and endurance. 

It's encouraged me to cry out to Father and pray whenever possible 🙏 and praise Him 🙌 even when it's a hard situation I'm in.

 I'm not perfect I still struggle and at times it's hard to say thank you when the situation at hand just sucks from a human perspective. But it's the cost of following Yahushua. We ought to endure until the end without giving up. 

So the link below 👇 will bring you to my Rumble channel of the latest reading of Matthew Ch 10-11. As always I encourage you to meditate on these chapters and their verses and apply them to your life. 

https://rumble.com/v6shi27-the-book-of-matthew-ch-10-11-sending-out-his-disciples.html

This is how I began to write ✍️ the verses on my heart because I can see them in my daily life on this spiritual journey. 

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

The Book Of Matthew Ch 8-9 Faith Without Doubting

 Chapters 8 and 9 have their own importance in the book of Matthew. We are reminded how important it is to have Faith and walk by faith even when you can't see it happening. Hence walk by Faith and not by sight. 

Yahushua show cases His teachings by proving that one's faith is what saves and heals them. But Faith that has no room for doubt. In the story of the woman who had been subject to bleeding for 12 years she had that tiny bit of Faith that healed her.

Matthew 9:20-22

[20]Just then a woman who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak.

[21]She said to herself, “If I only touch his cloak, I will be healed.”

[22] Yahushua turned and saw her. “Take heart, daughter,” he said, “your faith has healed you.” And the woman was healed at that moment.

We see these things happen over and over again.

Even when Yahushua Himself was on the boat ⛵ with His disciples and a storm came. Yahushua shows us that even His own disciples struggled with having Faith Without Doubting. Walking by Faith and not sight is what He was trying to teach them.

Perhaps this is a lesson for us as well to learn to walk daily by Faith and not by sight no matter what the current situation is.

This is for sure something I continuously struggle with and to be honest sometimes I just know and I see how my Faith without doubt proves to be true and Father remains faithful. Even on days I struggle the most He constantly reminds me to have Faith. 

As the chapters continue in chapter 8 Yahushua tells His followers what it means to follow Him.

Matthew 8:18-22

[18]When Yahushua saw the crowd around him, he gave orders to cross to the other side of the lake.

[19]Then a teacher of the law came to him and said, “Teacher, I will follow you wherever you go.”

[20] Yahushua replied, “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head.”

[21]Another disciple said to him, “Teacher, first let me go and bury my father.”

[22]But Yahushua told him, “Follow me, and let the dead bury their own dead.” 

This is extremely hard to understand if you don't have the discernment and guidance by the Holy Spirit. In verse 20 Yahushua says " Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay His head." 

This clearly states that Yahushua was indeed homeless traveling from town to town teaching and preaching about the coming of the Kingdom Of Heaven. 

This is what it means to follow Him that you will not have the comfort of a bed 🛏️ every night. Yahushua and His disciples spent many times outside in the wilderness. As you will see in later chapters and in other books of the New testament. 

As for me and my family we have up everything to go on this spiritual journey. I honestly was led to go on this spiritual journey and I don't regret it one bit. I understand the times we are living in and truth be told being part of this world I was heading down the wrong path. 

For me personally it has strengthen my faith more so than where I started and had convinced myself I had faith. I face challenges daily, as well as persecution and fleshly desires so it's not an easy walk by any means.

I found it hard in the beginning to focus my thoughts on the spiritual side of things and this is why I create videos and my blog talking about my journey. Actually on the first night we became homeless I felt a nudge to do a video about what I was feeling in that moment and I did. 

My content has evolved as I have been growing on this spiritual journey and maturing along the way. 

Many people are convinced they are automatically saved without having to do anything just confess Yahushua is the Messiah the Son of Abba Yahuah and that He died for our sins and rose on the third day. But I'm sorry to tell you these are just words if you are not walking in accordance to Yahushua's teachings it doesn't matter what you confess. 

Your relationship is built by working His teachings in to your daily life so your spirit can grow and mature. If you walk according to Yahushua's teachings you will naturally be led to give and help others as needed. This is how you produce fruit through your actions. Your heart has to align with Father and His will. Meaning changing your heart if it has any darkness inside. That is changing any resentment, hate, greed, selfishness, tendencies of gossiping and this can only occur as you begin to walk according to Yahushua's teachings and aligning your spirit with Father. 

There will be struggle of course but that's an opportunity to build your relationship with Father. He will mold you into the person He expects His people in heaven ought to be. This struggle is between your fleshly desires and your spirit which is why we need to repent because our flesh wants worldly things and comforts that truth be told doesn't align with Father's will. 

To say I haven't struggled with my Faith would be a lie. But I choose to continue to walk by faith and not by sight and just know that Father's will-will be done in His perfect timing and most likely better than what I expected. 

It's definitely a very difficult realization when you begin to see how real the spiritual realm is and how we are not of this world. The deeper you dive in your own spiritual journey the more your spiritual eyes will open to the truth. 

So below 👇 is a link to the video of the reading of Matthew Ch 8-9 I strongly encourage to meditate on these verses and see how they apply in to your daily life. It can only strengthen you and keep your mind on Father's words through scripture and on our Messiah and Teacher Yahushua's teachings. 

https://rumble.com/v6sb95z-book-of-matthew-ch-8-9.html

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Entry 111-Not Of This World

I gotta be honest here and say long before I even seriously began my spiritual journey I knew that there were so many things that were off about these pagan holidays and more specifically holidays like Easter and Christmas. 

I grew up Christian and my favorite holiday was Easter because of the traditions that went along with it. However rarely did I see anything that actually had to do with our Messiah Yahushua and more had to do with the Easter 🐰 and Easter baskets much like Christmas was all about Santa and the gifts under the tree...

For a very long time I noticed this but it was always at the back of my mind figuring that this is how it is. But it's not... These holidays that everyone celebrates are a marketing scheme... 

It's no wonder that every month there is a holiday to celebrate to keep people preoccupied with nonsense and make it seem it's important. Often times collecting and purchasing items only for that specific holiday. 

To me personally these holidays are fake... 

No one celebrates the birth of the Messiah but that they are expecting gifts under the tree or in a basket 🧺... Creating I believe greed for more STUFF and distractions... Oh it's for the kids... But yet the kids are the ones who should understand the supposed meaning behind these holidays and they don't...

Another reason why I personally no longer celebrate these holidays is because no one applies Yahushua's teachings to their daily lives...

As days pass by it's more apparent to me that people have hardened their hearts and are just following social norms that society claimed and demands us to follow with these faulty holidays. 

Even the wearing of the cross of which is supposed to represent Yahushua sacrificing the flesh for our sins has become an idol and nothing but a fashion statement. It's blasphemy to say the least. Society worships the idols of silver and gold and wood. Now if crosses are not molded in these items. I am not perfect myself let me tell you that. Because I took had a gold cross that was my idol. Until I woke up to that fact.

As believers we ought to celebrate Yahushua daily by applying His teachings to our lives daily not once or maybe twice a year. 

I personally can tell a lot about a person based on the fruit of their spirit. You can feel the difference spiritually between someone who lives by His teachings and someone who doesn't take it seriously. 

Yahushua sacrificed His flesh for our sins and lives through the spirit. But some how Easter 🐇 🐣 is about the bunny 🐰 and eggs. Oh and Easter baskets with gifts...🙄😒 

I will not judge anyone who celebrates Easter but I know where you stand spiritually because I was there at one point too and my spirit was not where it is today. 

We are not of this world which belongs to Satan and all of his distractions which keep us away from the truth. Ever since I started my spiritual journey it's been a shift in perspective because no longer do I see things as society sees everything the way it is in the physical instead now I see things through spiritual lenses... 

Anyways that's all for now 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

The Book Of Matthew Ch 6-7 How to Act

In chapters 6 and 7 Yahushua is still teaching His followers. It is important to take note as to how we are to act among others and how Abba Yahuah values the things done in secret between you and Him only. 

An example of this is when Yahushua speaks about fasting which has many health benefits but denying the flesh dives you deeper into the spiritual side. 

Yahushua says :

Matthew 6:16-18

[16]“When you fast, do not look somber as the hypocrites do, for they disfigure their faces to show others they are fasting. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full.

[17]But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face,

[18]so that it will not be obvious to others that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

It is the ability to do this and keep it between you and Father that earns the reward.

I know for me because I'm homeless people automatically give food or offer food. Even when I say I am fasting ( to my husband only ) I immediately am offered food and in my situation because this is a spiritual journey the enemy is a tempter. The more I deny my flesh the closer I am to the spirit realm. As with Yahushua when He fasted for 40 days and nights Satan also tempted Him.

Matthew 4:1-4

[1]Then Yahushua was led by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.

[2]After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry.

[3]The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of Yahuah, tell these stones to become bread.”

[4] Yahushua answered, “It is written: ‘Man shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of Yahuah.’ ”

As we fast we should also be focusing on Father's words through Scripture. Of course sometimes it's not that easy if you are just starting out but over time with practice it helps to keep meditating on the word. It's bread for your spirit.

Yahushua also teaches about how to behave when giving to the less fortunate. I'd rather not say needy because for me although I'm homeless I don't consider myself needy. The reason is because I believe that Father provides what I need not Man. 

Matthew 6:1-4

[1]“Be careful not to practice your righteousness in front of others to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.

[2]“So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full.

[3]But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing,

[4]so that your giving may be in secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

It's a blessing to receive any (financial) blessings 🙏 but when it's done secretly it's more powerful in the spiritual realm. Sometimes people give to get information out of you or feel that because they have given something it is THEIR "right" to follow you or do something against you. This is not a true spirit of faith or someone that has produced good fruit. But this needs to be noted because if you decide to give to a person that giving should be because you are led by the Holy Spirit to do so. What the person decides to do with it is on them no longer your responsibility. Of course when I have the ability myself I will give too. If someone asks I will give anything extra that I can spare. But it goes along with testing the fruit of the spirit.

As for me any blessings I receive goes towards food and shelter for me and my little family. Father is faithful and continues to provide what we need daily.

Prayer is another thing that Yahushua tells us to do in private keeping it between you and Father.

Matthew 6:5-8

[5]“And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full.

[6]But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.

[7]And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words.

[8]Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.

For me personally I pray as often as possible for one to release what is bothering me and is on my heart and I don't have a private room to go to. So my way of doing this is when I'm walking around of course I look like a crazy person but that's when I pray and it helps me to do it out loud in a whisper as I walk. Sometimes I need to hear myself say what is bothering to realize how silly it is to be concerned about it. 

I am simply showing you how these verses apply to my own life. I encourage you to see how they apply in your life as well. 

Yahushua continues by talking about treasures on earth vs in Heaven.

Matthew 6:19-21

[19]“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal.

[20]But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.

[21]For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Being able to let go of "Earthly" treasures is incredibly hard to do because it's a human enjoyment although temporary. 

I've said in previous posts that I once was a hoarder of all types of art supplies and office supplies specifically. To the point I was afraid to use these items or even bought multiples because I forgot where I put the first ones I bought. A collector of things that don't matter in the spiritual realm. Most people collect electronics, jewelry, fashion items, furniture, video games ect. All of which have no value in the spiritual realm. But we as humans hold on to these fleshly desires of owning such "treasures" in our eyes that the spiritual realm is not even a consideration at that point.

In the following verse Yahushua explains how we are to have Light within us and light I believe can only come from the spiritual. What we choose to see with our physical eyes 👀.

Matthew 6:22-24

[22]“The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are healthy, your whole body will be full of light.

[23]But if your eyes are unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!

[24]“No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both Yahuah and money.

Many of the collections of "treasures" here on earth can cause us to want more of it and serving money. Working towards getting more money to buy more of that "treasure" which also in my opinion causes one to be attached to these "treasures" and forgetting about the spiritual side of things. I say this because that was where I was at when I was a hoarder and collector of what were Earthly treasures to me.

We are human beings naturally and we have been conditioned to worry about many things like not having enough (based on what society tells us is enough). 

When I first became homeless this verse is something I meditated on constantly as a reminder not to worry about anything and that Father will always provide. It's a progression as I do not get the same things I did in the beginning but it was part of my spiritual growth and ability to trust and keep trusting in Father to provide. 

Matthew 6:25-34

[25]“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?

[26]Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?

[27]Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life ?

[28]“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin.

[29]Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.

[30]If that is how Yahuah clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith?

[31]So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’

[32]For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.

[33]But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

[34]Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

My family and I have survived 3 winters homeless. This last winter we endured outside on some cold nights. But we have always been provided for. We have warm clothes, warm blankets, at times hand warmers, funds to get a warm drink, and a place to lay out heads keeping us protected from the elements of the weather. 

That said Father knows what we can handle and only gives us up to what He knows we can handle. On the coldest nights we have been blessed with the ability to go to an indoor location to be warm. 

Again this is how these verses are applied to my own life. By meditating on the word and looking at how they are applied to my life I'm able to write ✍️ these on my heart. It's not about memorizing word for word or in which verse or book it's from but it's more of a reminder of Father's words and promises. Who's to say that one day soon we may not have a physical copy of the Bible in our hand but have to rely on our Faith because the word has been applied to our daily life and written on our heart to know that Father is real, His words are real and so are His promises. I believe this deepens my love for Him and His son Yahushua.

This is all from chapter 6 so in chapter 7 Yahushua teaches about judging others. 

As well as asking Father what we need and building a trusting relationship with Him through our Faith and building our hope that our requests and prayers will be answered.

 I'm not going to lie it has been a struggle for me and often times I ask, seek and knock a lot for awhile to me but my prayers are not answered. And I then question if they are even heard. I'm reminded of the book of Psalms. 

So your requests are not always going to be answered right away and I know this. Perhaps my human side has yet to accept it... Everything needs to be aligned for your requests and prayers to be answered and it some times requires other people to be aligned in order for your prayers to happen. You have to be at the right place, and time for things to occur as Father intended them to occur. We may see this as coincidence but there is no such thing. It's all in Father's timing not ours. 

In the next several verses Yahushua talks about false  Prophets. What I take away from this is judging not the person but the fruit of the spirit (the actions of the individual) if it aligns with Father. 

Matthew 7:20

[20]Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.

The next verse talks about false disciples and true disciples. For me it's important to remember the fruit of your own spirit and does it align with scripture and Yahushua's teachings. 

Matthew 7:21-23

[21]“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.

[22]Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’

[23]Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’

It matters where you are in spirit. I truly believe that because that also has to align with where you are in your heart. Father knows the hearts of the people and if you are one to say you are of faith and do things give to the less fortunate and make it a scene in front of Men then your heart and spirit is not in the right place. In other words doing things for your own glory not Father's. 

I think this is a really long post but I feel like now it's important to listen to these verses or read them for yourself and apply them to your life where you are now.

I am going to link the video to my Rumble channel below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v6s86kt-the-book-of-matthew-ch-6-7-how-act.html

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

The Book Of Matthew Ch 5 Lessons

In chapter 5 Yahushua teaches not just His disciples but His followers saying the Beatitudes.

As you read them here take note of which ones apply to your own life.

Matthew 5:3-12

[3]“Blessed are the poor in spirit, 

    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

[4]Blessed are those who mourn, 

    for they will be comforted.

[5]Blessed are the meek, 

    for they will inherit the earth.

[6]Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, 

    for they will be filled.

[7]Blessed are the merciful, 

    for they will be shown mercy.

[8]Blessed are the pure in heart, 

    for they will see Yahuah.

[9]Blessed are the peacemakers, 

    for they will be called children of  Yahuah.

[10]Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, 

    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

[11]“Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.

[12]Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

The one that stands out to me the most is verse 11. I am homeless at the same time while on this spiritual journey that makes it's even more true. 

I have been through numerous amounts of persecution because I'm homeless and when I say I'm on a spiritual journey it goes over people's heads and rumors spread.

 Also I refuse to use the name JC as my Messiah because He was a Hebrew man of which Hebrew names have specific meanings you can not translate in to other languages.

 JC is a Greek name. But people refuse the truth. At the same time the next verse says for us to rejoice because in the same way the Prophets were also persecuted. 

Now I've spoken openly about the corruption of the Bible primarily because it was translated and not in it's original form. So as I always say things can be twisted and names can be changed which Father allows to test His people. 

I don't do deep study work on the scriptures but I am led by the Holy Spirit to the correct discernment of the name of the name ABOVE ALL NAMES YAHUSHUA. 

Regardless of my personal beliefs I will not judge those who use JC as the Messiah's name because it's their fruit that matters to me the most not what name they use. However I will make it clear to those who try to convince me otherwise of His name and tell me that JC loves me. My response remains that I call My Messiah Yahushua because He was a Hebrew man not Greek.

The deception is there just like when Satan tried to twist scripture to benefit himself when he was testing Yahushua in the wilderness and told Him to jump off and the angels will catch Him making sure He won't stub a toe...

This is how scripture is taken out of context and twisted. 

Yahushua continues His teaching by telling His followers to be the Light 🕯️ in the world and that the light should be on a lamp stand to shine bright and give light to the entire room. 

Matthew 5:13-16

[13]“You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.

[14]“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden.

[15]Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.

[16]In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Yahushua talks about how He was not sent to abolish the Law or Prophets but to fulfill them.

He encouraged His followers to follow the commands. 

I believe righteousness is doing what is right without a need for a pat on the back from man. But always striving to do the Will of Abba Yahuah Daily. 

Matthew 5:19-20

[19]Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

[20]For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

Yahushua explains the commands we ought to follow and the very last verse speaks about loving your enemy. This one I've personally found hard to do in my own life but it's a work in progress. 

Without further ado here is the link below 👇 to my Rumble channel where you can find the video of this chapter 5 reading.

https://rumble.com/v6s48b3-a-reading-of-the-book-of-matthew-ch-5.html

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

The Book Of Matthew Ch 3-4 Preparing The Way

In the next two chapters 3 and 4 we see that John the Baptist Prepares the way for the kingdom of heaven. Yahushua is then baptised by John who is then led by the spirit into the wilderness to be tested. Yahushua fasted for 40 days and nights before He was tested by Satan.

I gotta say that while on my own spiritual journey I also have been tested in the wilderness. Although I have never fasted for 40 days and nights I do take time to fast from time to time to get my body used to it. I continue to train my body and deny my flesh when I feel led in the spirit myself.

 Otherwise being that I am on this journey while homeless I do run into days of getting barely any sleep. That being said when I have fasted and/or am sleep deprived I feel more connected to the spiritual realm. My main focus becomes that I am meditating on scripture during this time as well. At which point I am also tested by the enemy. This training of the body is also training of the mind as well because you have to be able to think clearly when being tested remembering as well to be slow to speak. 

This is how these chapters are applied in my life. I have taken notes as to how Yahushua responds to the temptations of Satan and how He responds with verses from scripture. At the same time Satan knows scripture better than me or any human being... So he will use scripture to twist it as he did when testing Yahushua in the second test because that's where he referred to scripture also.

Matthew 4:5-6

[5]Then the devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple.

[6]“If you are the Son of Yahuah,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written: 

“ ‘He will command his angels concerning you, 

    and they will lift you up in their hands, 

    so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’ ”

It is important to remember that Satan comes dressed as an angel of light to test and tempt you.  His spirit my inhabit any human open to him so you can be tested.

By doing these readings I pray you take note and pay attention to how it's applied in your life and where it is you need to strengthen your spirit. 

A side from that for me I am able to remember scripture better when I am reading it over and over spirit led of course so it's written on my heart.

Okay without further ado the link below 👇 is to my Rumble channel where the video is.

https://rumble.com/v6s370x-a-reading-of-the-book-of-matthew-ch-3-4.html

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Book Of Matthew Ch 1-2 Genealogy Of Yahushua

 So the first two chapters of the book of Matthew speak about the Genealogy of Yahushua and how the prophecy of the Messiah came about. I want you to always keep in mind that what we have been told about the actual names of locations were translated from the original text as was all the names including that of the Messiah Yahushua.

 I believe that the Bible itself is corrupt because it was translated from the original text of scripture however with that said I believe that the events that took place through out the scriptures are true. To me the enemy is banking on division among believers of Father and so he the enemy was and is allowed to change things in scripture such as I believe the names of the people and the locations to distract us from the True name of the Messiah Yahushua. 

Regardless the events that took place still have valid importance from the old testament to the new testament. The name of the Messiah is important however at the end of it all it's the fruit of the spirit that matters the most. The name is left up to Father to judge us on and not for us to judge each other on. 

I have said that the Bible is corrupt in the past so I want to make it clear as to why I believe that. 

I believe the original text was inspired by the Holy Spirit but has been altered by Man through these out the years. So just keep that in mind.

It can be confusing the more you dig into it but just understand now that the events I believe are true and the reason for this is because Father is testing His people in my personal opinion. 

We have to go through spiritual growth and maturity to get past all the judgement that there is between believers and people of Faith. It's the fruit of the spirit that matters not what sect of religion you are or if your beliefs are wrong or right. If you do not apply the lessons to your own life how can you produce fruit...

Okay so I posted this on my Rumble channel the link is below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v6s36r9-a-reading-of-the-book-of-matthew-ch-1-2.html

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Entry 110- The Book 📚 Of Matthew 2025

One of my favorite books in scripture that I enjoy reading are the book of Matthew and John. So I've done this before but this year I wanted to update my reading of these books and post all of them on my Rumble channel. So any links I leave in this and future post like this will lead you directly to my Rumble channel where the videos will be. I have been shadow band for a while on YouTube so I will not be posting videos there any longer. 

These videos for the Book 📖 in scripture will only be readings things you can listen to and meditate on. 

I refer to many verses from these books and others as well so they are sprinkled everywhere on my channels. 

People have forgotten about the things Yahushua Himself said to His disciples and followers so these videos are another reminder. 

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

5 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey Part 4

In the first three parts of this series I said there is no particular order but in this video part 4 I actually had a specific order but it's not necessarily going to be in the same order if you are going through these particular lessons yourself. I've done these videos so many times that the order to me in this case makes sense. Anyways I hope and pray that if you are on your own spiritual journey that these lessons although mine will help you if you encounter any of these things I've mentioned. 

Without further ado here is the Link 

https://rumble.com/v6s2xst-lessons-ive-learned-while-on-my-spiritual-journey-part-4.html?mref=1ou6u8&mc=1txqt

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

5 lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey Part 3

 So once again these are in no particular order I have five more Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey. I am not perfect as I say this fact a lot and because of that I am not immune to anything. I struggle like everyone else and part of this journey is to be able to grow in maturity by recognizing the things you need to change spiritually.

So without further ado the link below 👇 will take you to my video 

https://rumble.com/v6rqllj-5-lessons-ive-learned-while-on-my-spiritual-journey-part-3.html

I hope you enjoy!

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Yahushuah's Words- Matthew 19:16-30 Rich Man Entering Heaven

These verses are from the book of Matthew chapter 19 where a young rich man asks what else he needs to do to enter the kingdom of heaven. 

This is extremely interesting 🤔 because while we live in the physical realm of course we want the best and lots of comfort as this young man has because he comes from wealth. 

Wealth isn't the issue it's more so letting it go if necessary and all it's comforts that comes with it. At least this is my belief. 

 Because we are not of this world we have to look past all the physical stuff. Remembering that we are spiritual living for the eternal life. 

Satan is the ruler of this realm and Father allows him to test His people.

We are spiritual in a physical body passing by at least this is my belief. I don't know much I just know based on my own personal experiences on this journey. 

For me personally the more I held on to the physical worldly things it became harder and harder to let them go.

We are not supposed to rely on a defective system of indoctrination and be worried all the time living in constant fear.

Instead we are to live acknowledging Father and showing gratitude daily in good and bad times and learning to rely on Him to give us the wisdom and discernment to make proper decisions in our lives.

Job for example was one who was a righteous man who relyed on Father. Giving thanks in good times and bad and he was granted with great wealth. He had a different understanding of what it means to rely on Father and his faithfulness to Him proved how Father provides for those who love Him.

Yahushuah was telling His followers that although you may have discomforts in this life there is treasure more valuable waiting for you in heaven but you need to follow the commandments and live righteously or upright or set apart to see how Father provides. But it starts with letting go of the comforts of the world because we are spiritual in a physical body passing by. Of course this meant follow Yahushuah's teachings as He was the prime example of how we are to live our daily lives.

The riches of this life are but temporary in the physical and eternal in the spiritual realm. 

We are meant to live humbly with gratitude and relying on Father. 

Ultimately this is how He knows our heart ❤️. 

This letting go of the comforts of life is not easy but we are told to deny the flesh.

 Now I'm not telling you to go be homeless and live righteously. No! I'm saying that the comforts of this world keeps us relying on man and not Father to provide. It removes the thought of showing gratitude to Father. It instills fear and anxiety. 

Your calling can be and most likely different than mine and that's okay. The point is learning to rely on Father and not your self or Man in this case. In terms of a job that He wants you to be apart of could be for good reason for future skills you may need. I think that it's important to understand that. 

We are tested in letting go of the worldly comforts one way or another. Having a fire, going through weather that destroys your home, becoming homeless due to lack of taking care of your finances. Whatever the case He takes the comforts away for a time so you can learn to rely on Him in good and bad times. 

As for the verses mentioned above it is to point out that the more comfortable we are in this life with the materialistic things we lose the ability to hear from Father and we depend on the things that make us comfortable. You have to love Father so much to believe that He gave His son for the world. 

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. Yahushuah reminds us that we don't need treasure on earth where it's temporary. I believe that Yahushuah tells His disciples as well as His followers that this life of following Him is not and won't be easy. It is indeed difficult to do so. 

Over and over Yahushuah reminds us that we have to deny the flesh and be obedient. In terms of praying consistently, fasting as often and reading scripture to gain better understanding and wisdom.

One of the most difficult things I've had to learn is letting go of materialistic things. Another is putting my Love for Father and Yahushuah above everything else in my life. Father's will be done. I literally gave up what I believed my heart desired and gave it to Father. To me it's evident that this life is quickly fleeting and I just want to do Father's will not my own. To me if I was to do what I wanted I would be apart of this world and I would most likely reject everything and anything that is spiritual. As it is anything spiritual is not going to make sense to follow. But I'm following my spirit Father leading and guiding every step I take. 

So the video below 👇 is a reading of this verse on Rumble 

https://rumble.com/v6rpsh1-yahushuahs-words-matthew-1916-30-the-rich-man-and-the-kingdom-of-yahuah.html

I pray you have a blessed day and night ahead 🙏 

In Yahushuah's 

 Mighty Name 

Yahmien 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Yahushuah's Words-John 3:1-21 Yahushuah Teaches Nicodemus

Before I started my spiritual journey I never really understood the meaning behind being born again. Personally I thought it was weird. That and the fact that at the time I didn't read the Bible to understand anything nor was I interested honestly. 

It's been a long long long time since then and I've read scripture countless times over the past several years and have gotten more into it in the past two years I would say. 

To be born again in the spirit is incredibly interesting because the spiritual realm we do not see. 

But I'm learning it's more of a feeling than anything. You just know in your gut and to me it's the nudge of the Holy Spirit that gives you that feeling instinctively.

In the past year I've learned I had to let go of my past thinking of worldly things and start a New being focused more on the spiritual side of things. Which let's be honest doesn't always make sense from a human perspective but like I said it's a feeling you get; a nudge from the Holy Spirit. 

Having been on this spiritual journey for nearly three years now I see things in the spiritual realm a lot more than ever before. 

They really don't make any sense whatsoever but it also says in Scripture not to lean on our own understanding. 

I guess the things that don't make sense now may ultimately make a bit more sense later. 

You really have to be born in the spirit to be able to not just align with Father's will but to gain wisdom and understanding of the time we are living in currently. 

Even the teachers of that time didn't fully understand and yet Nicodemus was one that may have been lost I suppose in his understanding of knowing Father and the one He sent Yahushua.

So I have a video of these verses that you can hear or you can read and then I encourage you to meditate on these verses and see how they are applied to your own spiritual journey. 

The link below 👇 will take you to my video

https://rumble.com/v6rnf5z-yahushuahs-words-john-31-21-yahushuah-teaches-nicodemus.html

I pray you have a blessed day and night ahead 

In Yahushuah's 

Mighty Name 

Yahmien 🙌 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Yahushua's Words- Matthew 10:1-42 Yahushua Sends Out The Disciples

These are the words of our Messiah Yahushua according to scripture. As you read or listen to these verses remember what it takes to be a disciple of Yahushua.

We read that He sends out the twelve to proclaim the good news that the kingdom of heaven is near. 

Honestly these days people are not aware of what is even written in scripture let alone to what the Messiah Himself told his disciples. 

On my own spiritual journey I encounter many people with different types of spirits. For the most part I feel as though I'm always tested about my faith and beliefs. But let it be made clear my beliefs are my own as with my own spiritual journey it doesn't involve anyone else to decide for me what my path should be nor what I'm supposed to believe. 

So if you agree with me Great and if not Great I'm not here to judge either way. I'm simply here to plant seeds...

I do not go around preaching the word because at this point people know of the Bible. Those who are curious about my journey come on their own accord and ask. 

In this case I will tell them and Yes some challenge me by questioning my faith and beliefs. 

There are many times in scripture that Yahushua tells His disciples as well as those who are following Him or want to follow Him the kind of life they will have. 

When He says ' Those who lose their life will find it' I believe speaks to the fact of letting go of the comforts of the world. I personally believe you have to let go of the comforts of the world in order to understand that to follow Yahushua means we have to embrace the suffering or discomfort. Because we are not of this world. 

I will be posting other verses that were said by Yahushua Himself according to scripture as we know it today. 

One thing is for sure while I have said in previous posts that the Bible has been manipulated I still believe that. However there are things Father allows to be altered and others He does not. It is up to us to discern properly. Just like with parables Yahushua told His followers, not everyone will understand because even the pharasees and religious scholars didn't understand and yet they studied scripture. 

I encourage you to read or listen to these verses again and meditate on them. Allow the Holy Spirit to guide your understanding of it's meaning.

Below 👇 is a link to my video of this verse

https://rumble.com/v6rne6b-matthew-101-42-twelve-harvest-hands.html

I pray you have a blessed day ahead ❤️ 

In Yahushuah's 

 Mighty Name 

 Yahmien 🙌 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off