The Book Of Matthew chapter 20-21 The Parables

Chapters 20 and 21 are filled with parables and reminders of what we ought to expect from Abba Yahuah before entering His Kingdom.

One of the most meaningful is the Parable of the Two Sons. It reminds us that even though the first son refused to do his father’s will when asked, he later thought better of it and went to do what was right. In doing so, he truly honored his father.

In the same way, the sinners and tax collectors may have refused at first to do Father’s will but later repented, changed their hearts, and chose to obey Him. This is a powerful reminder that Father is patient and merciful. As long as we come to Him with a repentant heart, He will forgive us—just as He did for them. Those who once turned away but return sincerely will enter the Kingdom before those who, like the second son, say they will do the Father’s will but never actually do it.

This message wasn’t just for the Pharisees and teachers of the law in Yahushua’s time—it’s for us today as well.

Yahushua also tells His disciples that He will be delivered to the teachers of the law and Pharisees, put to death, and after three days, be raised to life 🙌—offering Himself as a ransom for many.

For me personally, this is one of the most generous and loving things Yahushua has done for all of us. Many believe that confession alone is enough to enter the Kingdom, but my heart and spirit say otherwise. Accepting Yahushua is only part of the journey. The rest is walking in righteousness and doing the Father’s will—with a heart that truly aligns with Him.

This heart posture can only come through our actions and through our spiritual alignment. I’m learning this alignment as I go. I do my best to stay in step with Abba Yahuah and Yahushua 🙌, but like everyone, I fall short at times. Falling short doesn’t mean we’ve failed—it means we must keep turning back to Him with a repentant heart, keeping close relationship with Abba Yahuah and Yahushua.

Through that relationship, we’re reminded of Yahushua’s words and how He demonstrated the Father’s will through His actions.

Finally, Yahushua reminds us that to be great in the Kingdom of Heaven, we must first be servants to one another—for He came not to be served, but to serve.

As always, friends, I encourage you to take the time to read or listen to these chapters and meditate on them. Allow the Holy Spirit to reveal how they can be applied to your own walk.

👇 Below is the link to the reading of these chapters.

https://rumble.com/v70e43o-the-book-of-matthew-chapter-20-21.html

Much love,

Ruth

The Book of Matthew Ch 18–19: Humility, Forgiveness, and True Surrender

In chapter 18, the disciples asked Yahushua, “Who is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven?” Yahushua responded by calling a little child to stand among them and said, “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the Kingdom of Heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.”

For the longest time, I wondered what Yahushua truly meant by becoming like a child. My understanding now is that a child sees the world with wonder — with fresh eyes and a pure heart. Each new thing they learn fills them with awe. Children are honest, often unfiltered, and humble by nature. To become like a child is to approach Abba Yahuah with that same humility, trust, and openness.

It makes me reflect on my own walk. Am I able to humble myself even when I feel I’ve done nothing wrong? Can I still see where I might have acted differently or spoken with more grace? Many people today speak of Scripture with confidence — sometimes pride — believing their understanding is complete. Yet, humbling ourselves means admitting that no matter how much we’ve studied, there’s always more to learn. True understanding comes through the Ruach Ha’Qodesh (Holy Spirit), not man.

Chapter 18 also reminds us about forgiveness and mercy. Yahushua uses parables to show that if we refuse to forgive others, our Heavenly Father will deal with us in the same measure. Forgiveness isn’t just an act of kindness — it’s a reflection of our relationship with Father and the mercy we’ve been shown ourselves.

In chapter 19, Yahushua speaks about marriage and unity, reminding us that when a man and woman join together, they become one flesh — joined by Father’s design. But humanity created loopholes like divorce to escape that unity. Yahushua points us back to the original intent of love, faithfulness, and spiritual oneness.

Later, the rich young man asks Yahushua what he must do to inherit eternal life. Yahushua tells him to follow the commandments. When the man insists he already does, Yahushua says, “Sell all that you have, give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow Me.” The young man walks away sorrowful because his wealth was great.

This story still echoes today. So many of us hold tightly to comfort, security, and possessions — afraid to let go and fully trust Yahushua. I understand this deeply because I’ve lived it. My own journey has been one of surrender and sacrifice. There were moments when I had nothing but faith that Father would provide — and He did, again and again, whether through something big or something small.

We often forget that Yahushua sacrificed His flesh for our sins. Though He doesn’t demand we suffer as He did, a true heart of gratitude longs to give back — to live as a living sacrifice, as Paul wrote. Yet so often, we say we follow Him but hesitate when true sacrifice is required. Even then, Yahushua remains merciful, just as He was with Judas, Thomas, and Peter.

He also reminds us of the parable of the lost sheep — how the shepherd leaves the ninety-nine to find the one that strayed. That’s the heart of our Father: He doesn’t want to lose anyone. And when even one returns, Heaven rejoices.

These chapters challenge me to live humbly, forgive quickly, and trust fully.

The link to my video is below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v70aoeg-the-book-of-matthew-chapter-18-19.html

 I encourage you to read or listen to them for yourself and ask the Spirit to reveal how they apply to your own walk.

Much Love,
Ruth4Yah 💛

The Book Of Matthew Ch 16-17 The Demand For a Sign

Matthew Chapters 16–17: Faith, Pride, and Surrender

In Matthew 16, the Pharisees and Sadducees came to Yahushua, demanding a sign from heaven. What’s interesting is that by this point, Yahushua had already performed many signs from Shamayim (heaven) — feeding the five thousand, feeding the four thousand, healing the blind, and restoring the sick. Yet, despite witnessing all these miracles, they still refused to believe.

I think we all have moments like that — when Abba Yahuah has shown us His faithfulness time and time again, but in moments of difficulty, we forget. That truth hits home for me. The enemy loves to whisper lies, manipulating and deceiving us into believing that Father has forgotten us. But he’s a liar. Seeing isn’t always believing; if your heart is already convinced that something isn’t true, no amount of proof will change your mind — and that’s exactly how the Pharisees and Sadducees were.

Their pride and jealousy blinded them. They couldn’t stand Yahushua’s authority and the way the people followed Him. They searched for ways to discredit Him — and ultimately, to destroy Him.

Yahushua warned His disciples to beware of the yeast of the Pharisees and Sadducees — meaning their teachings and hypocrisy. Just as yeast spreads through dough, their influence could spread through the hearts of many if not guarded carefully.

Later, Yahushua revealed deep truths to His disciples. Only Peter was shown the revelation that Yahushua is the Messiah, and only three disciples witnessed His transfiguration on the mountain with Moses and Elijah (Matthew 17).

When they returned, a man approached Yahushua, desperate for his son to be healed from a demon. The other disciples had tried, but could not help him. Yahushua healed the boy, and when they asked why they had failed, He answered:

📖 Matthew 17:20 (NIV)

He replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.”

That verse always challenges me. How often do we let fear and doubt overshadow our faith? Even a tiny bit of faith — the size of a mustard seed — can move mountains. Those Yahushua healed believed He could, and that faith opened the door for their miracle.

For me, faith is hardest to hold when fear and doubt feel loudest. I struggle with this often, but I’ve learned to fight back by reminding myself that the enemy is a liar, manipulator, and deceiver. Speaking that truth out loud has helped strengthen my confidence in Father’s faithfulness and silence the enemy’s lies.

Yahushua also reminded His disciples — and us — that following Him requires self-denial and surrender:

📖 Matthew 16:24–28 (NIV)

Then Yahushua said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.

For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will find it.

What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?

For the Son of Man is going to come in His Father’s glory with His angels, and then He will reward each person according to what they have done.”

There’s much debate about whether Yahushua died on a stake or a cross, but the message remains the same: we must deny ourselves. To me, that means crucifying the desires of the flesh — the pride, fear, and comfort that hold us back — and walking as Yahushua did.

He faced pain, rejection, and persecution, yet still walked in perfect obedience. He reminded us that “the servant is not above the master.” If we choose to follow Him, we too will face trials.

At first, that realization was frightening. But the longer I walk this narrow path, the more I see Father’s hand in everything. The veil between the physical and spiritual feels thinner, and I can sense His presence guiding me even in the hardest moments.

The link below 👇 will take to the reading of these chapters 

https://rumble.com/v70agci-book-of-matthew-chapter-16-17.html

As always, I encourage you to meditate on these chapters and let the Spirit show you how they apply to your own walk.

Much Love,

Ruth4Yah 💖

The Book Of Matthew Ch 14-15 Healing and Feeding Many

It takes a lot of faith to believe in someone you barely know. But faith in our Heavenly Father, and in the Redeemer He has sent us, is far more powerful. Word spread quickly through the surrounding areas that Yahushua was healing the sick and performing many miracles. People believed and came to see for themselves. Even though the Pharisees witnessed these miracles with their own eyes, they still doubted—and tried to place doubt in the minds of those who believed.

His disciples, who walked with Him daily, were human just like us. They believed one moment and doubted the next. In chapters 14 and 15, we see Yahushua heal and feed multitudes. Yet today, many still lack faith. People often need physical proof before they believe, but true faith is walking without seeing. I’ll be honest—there have been times the enemy tried to make me doubt my faith, and it was discouraging. But when I recognized what was happening, I reminded myself that the enemy is a liar, deceiver, and manipulator. No one is perfect, but we are called to walk by faith, not by sight.

Faith is a deep knowing, a spiritual vision. The Canaanite woman in Matthew 15 is a beautiful example. Even after being ignored and tested by Yahushua, she remained persistent in her faith, and because of that, her daughter was healed. How often do we give up when our prayers feel unanswered? Like her, we are called to remain persistent, leaving no room for doubt. Peter’s story in Matthew 14 is another example. He had the courage to step out of the boat, but when his eyes shifted to the waves, fear overcame him, and he began to sink. Yahushua’s words still echo: “You of little faith, why did you doubt?”

We too will have moments of doubt. But as our faith grows in Yahushua, that doubt melts away. I encourage you to read these chapters, meditate on them, and let the Holy Spirit show you how to overcome fear and unbelief. Faith matures as we lean into Him, trusting not in what we see but in Who He is.

👉 Watch the full reading and reflection here:

The Book of Matthew Ch. 14–15: Healing and Feeding Many

Much Love,

Ruth4Yah

The Book Of Matthew Ch 12-13 Yahuah's Chosen Servant

In chapter 12 Yahushua makes Himself known to the Pharisees, declaring that the Son of Man is Master of the Sabbath. He continues to heal on the Sabbath, showing that the restrictions placed by man were not the Father’s intent.

The Pharisees, though they studied the Scriptures, refused to believe what was right in front of them. They even accused Yahushua of working for Beelzebub (another name often linked with Satan).

Yahushua teaches that blasphemy against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, while words against the Son of Man can be forgiven. This makes me reflect on my own past—before my spiritual journey, I may have spoken or acted in ways that could be considered dishonoring. But with repentance and a humble heart, I trust Father’s mercy and forgiveness.

We all look for signs, just as the Pharisees did. But Yahushua said the only sign is the sign of Jonah—three days and nights in the belly of a great fish. Recently, I caught myself asking Father for a sign, only to be reminded of this very passage. Often, I realize that my spirit already knows the answer, even when my flesh still wrestles with doubt.

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In chapter 13, Yahushua begins teaching in parables to separate those who are spiritually open from those who are hardened.

The Parable of the Sower struck me deeply:

Some seed falls on the path and is eaten by birds.

Some falls on rocky soil, growing quickly but without deep roots.

Some falls among thorns, which choke it out.

And some falls on good soil, producing an abundant harvest.

This parable mirrors my own journey. In the beginning, my faith was easily shaken. But as I endured persecution, homelessness, and trials, my roots began to grow deeper. Now, even though the persecution continues, I push through with more strength than I ever thought possible.

Yahushua explains why He speaks in parables: because many see without seeing and hear without understanding. He quotes Isaiah, saying that people’s hearts have become calloused. That feels true for today’s generation—so many look but don’t perceive, hear but don’t truly understand.

We live in a time when deception is everywhere, and the enemy is working overtime to bring about the great falling away. The veil between the spiritual and physical feels thinner every day. This is why our faith must be deeply rooted, or else it will be choked out by the distractions of this world.

For me, these parables remind me not just to read Scripture like a textbook, but to rely on the Holy Spirit for discernment. The Bible we have today has been altered and translated many times, with books even removed. I believe Father allows this as a test—so that only those truly listening to the Spirit will discern the truth.

Spiritual growth is a slow process, and sometimes it feels like Father’s timing is hard to understand. But I believe that’s because He knows what we can handle and reveals truth when the time is right.

I still struggle and have much to work on, but I also see how far I’ve grown. That gives me hope.

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Here’s the link to the video reading of Matthew chapters 12 and 13:

👉 The Book of Matthew Ch. 12–13: Yahuah’s Chosen Servant

As always, I encourage you to reflect on these chapters and apply them to your own spiritual walk.

Much Love,

Ruth4Yah 💜

The Book Of Matthew Ch 10-11 Sending Out His Disciples

In chapter 10, Yahushua sends out His twelve disciples, warning them they will be like sheep among wolves. He tells them to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. That speaks deeply to my own journey. Living by faith while being homeless, I’ve seen what it means to walk among wolves. Some people put on the image of kindness but their fruit shows otherwise, and I’ve learned to be slow to speak and let the Holy Spirit guide my words. I’ll be honest—there have been times I wasn’t wise in how I responded, but Yahushua’s words remind me to be careful and gentle, even when it’s not easy. Persecution comes in many forms—rumors, rejection, spiritual attacks—but Father says, “Vengeance is Mine.” So I trust Him to fight the battles I cannot. Yahushua also reminds us that the servant is not above the master; if He was persecuted, we should expect the same as His followers. These words challenge me to stay faithful, to carry my cross daily, and to value eternal life above the approval of this world.

Chapter 11 shifts focus to John the Baptist, who was sent to prepare the way for Yahushua. Even as Yahushua performed miracles, many still refused to believe. That rejection feels familiar, because I see the same spiritual blindness in people around me today. Yet, Yahushua ends this chapter with a beautiful invitation: “Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest… for My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” Those words carry me when I feel tired or overlooked. This journey is not always simple, but it teaches me to walk by faith, not sight, and to lean on Him for strength. Every trial, every test, is shaping my faith to endure until the end.

👉 You can listen to my reading of Matthew 10–11 here:

The Book of Matthew Ch 10-11 – Sending Out His Disciples (Rumble)

Much love,

Ruth4Yah

The Book Of Matthew Ch 8-9 Faith Without Doubting

In chapters 8 and 9, Yahushua reminds us of the power of true faith—faith without doubt. Over and over, we see Him heal and deliver people, not because of ritual or position, but because of their belief. One of the most powerful examples is the woman who had been bleeding for twelve years. She thought, “If I only touch His cloak, I will be healed.” And Yahushua told her, “Take heart, daughter, your faith has healed you.” (Matthew 9:20–22). Even His own disciples struggled when a storm came upon them at sea, showing us that walking by faith and not by sight is a daily lesson. It’s the same reminder for us today—to trust Father’s promises even when our eyes only see the storm.

Yahushua also explains the cost of following Him: “Foxes have dens and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay His head.” (Matthew 8:20). He lived without the comfort of a home, traveling town to town to teach and preach. In many ways, this speaks to me personally. My family and I left behind the comforts of this world to walk a spiritual journey, often without a bed at night. It has tested my faith in ways I never expected, but it has also strengthened me. Following Yahushua isn’t just about confessing words—it’s about living His teachings daily, producing fruit through our actions, and allowing Father to transform our hearts. That means letting go of resentment, greed, and selfish desires so that our spirit can grow in alignment with His will. The struggle between flesh and spirit is real, but it’s also the process Father uses to shape us into who He calls us to be.

To me, walking by faith and not by sight means choosing to trust Father even when things look impossible, knowing His timing is perfect and often better than what I expect. The deeper I walk this journey, the more I see how real the spiritual realm is and how we are not of this world. I encourage you to meditate on these chapters and see how they apply in your own life—it will only strengthen your walk and draw you closer to Yahushua’s teachings.

👉 Watch the reading of Matthew 8–9 here

Much Love,
Ruth4Yah

The Book Of Matthew Ch 6-7 How to Act

In chapters 6 and 7, Yahushua continues teaching His followers about how to live in a way that pleases Abba Yahuah. He reminds us that the things we do in secret—whether fasting, giving, or praying—hold more weight than public displays. Fasting, for example, not only denies the flesh but also draws us closer to the Spirit. I know from my own journey that fasting while homeless can be a test. Even when I keep it private, food is offered to me, which feels like a temptation from the enemy. But just as Yahushua responded to Satan in the wilderness with Scripture, I also try to turn my focus back to Father’s Word. These moments teach me that the discipline of the body also strengthens the mind, helping me to think clearly when tested.

Yahushua also teaches about giving in secret, prayer from the heart, and storing up treasures in heaven instead of on earth. I used to cling to things—art supplies, notebooks, little collections—until I realized how much they distracted me from the spiritual. Being homeless has taught me that Father provides what I truly need, and that every blessing—whether food, shelter, or warmth in winter—comes from Him. Worrying does not add to life; trusting Father does. In chapter 7, Yahushua goes further, reminding us not to judge others harshly, but to look at the fruit of their spirit. He also warns about false prophets and false disciples—those who act outwardly but whose hearts are far from Father. These chapters encourage me to examine not just what I do, but why I do it, making sure my actions are for Father’s glory and not my own.

👇 You can listen to my full reading of Matthew 6 & 7 on my Rumble channel:

https://rumble.com/v6s86kt-the-book-of-matthew-ch-6-7-how-act.html

Much Love,

Ruth4Yah

The Book Of Matthew Ch 5 Lessons

In chapter 5, Yahushua begins His teaching with the Beatitudes, not just to His disciples but to all His followers. As you read them, I encourage you to reflect on which ones speak most directly to your own life.

Matthew 5:3-12
[3]“Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
[4]Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
[5]Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
[6]Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
[7]Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
[8]Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see Yahuah.
[9]Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of Yahuah.
[10]Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
[11]“Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me.
[12]Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

The verse that stands out to me most is verse 11. Being homeless while walking this spiritual journey makes it especially real. I’ve faced persecution simply because of my situation, and when I say I’m on a spiritual journey, it often goes over people’s heads. Rumors spread, and on top of that, I’ve been judged for refusing to call the Messiah by the name “JC.” To me, Yahushua was a Hebrew man with a Hebrew name that carries meaning — a name you cannot truly translate into another language. Many reject that truth, but still, the next verse reminds us to rejoice, because the prophets themselves were persecuted in the same way.

I’ve spoken before about how scripture has been translated and altered over time, but I believe Father allows this as a test for His people. Even though names and places may have been changed, the heart of the message is still true. For me, it comes down to this: it’s the fruit of the Spirit that matters most. I won’t judge others for using a different name, but I stand firmly in calling Him Yahushua. Just as Satan twisted scripture when testing Yahushua in the wilderness, we see how scripture can be taken out of context. That’s why discernment is so important.

Yahushua continues teaching in this chapter, telling His followers to be the light of the world — not hidden, but shining on a lampstand for all to see.

Matthew 5:13-16
[13]“You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
[14]“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden.
[15]Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house.
[16]In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Yahushua makes it clear that He did not come to abolish the Law or the Prophets, but to fulfill them. He reminds us to walk in righteousness — not for recognition from man, but simply to do the will of Abba Yahuah.

Matthew 5:19-20
[19]Therefore anyone who sets aside one of the least of these commands and teaches others accordingly will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
[20]For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.

The chapter closes with one of the hardest but most important lessons: to love your enemies. This has been a struggle in my own life, but it’s something I continue to work on daily.

Without further ado, here’s the link 👇 to my Rumble channel where you can find the reading of Matthew chapter 5:
https://rumble.com/v6s48b3-a-reading-of-the-book-of-matthew-ch-5.html

Much Love,
Ruth4Yah

The Book Of Matthew Ch 3-4 Preparing The Way

In Matthew chapters 3 and 4, we see John the Baptist preparing the way for the kingdom of heaven, followed by Yahushua’s baptism and His testing in the wilderness. After fasting forty days and nights, Yahushua faced temptation from Satan, yet He resisted by standing firm on the Word of Yahuah. Reading this reminds me of my own journey. While I haven’t fasted forty days, I do practice fasting from time to time to discipline my body and spirit. Being homeless, I’ve also gone through many sleepless nights, and in those moments of exhaustion or fasting, I often feel more connected to the spiritual realm. I’ve noticed that when my flesh is weak, my focus shifts more fully toward meditating on scripture, though this also becomes a time of testing.

What stands out to me most is how Yahushua answered Satan’s temptations with scripture itself. Yet, Satan also knows the Word and even twists it, as we see in Matthew 4:5–6 when he quotes scripture to test Yahushua. This reminds me to stay alert, because the enemy can come disguised as an angel of light or even use people who are open to his influence. For me, reading scripture repeatedly helps write it on my heart so I can remember it in times of testing. My prayer is that as you read along, you reflect on how these passages apply to your own walk and where your spirit may need strengthening.

You can find my full reading of Matthew chapters 3 and 4 on my Rumble channel here:

👉 A Reading of the Book of Matthew Ch. 3–4

Much Love,

Ruth4Yah

Book Of Matthew Ch 1-2 Genealogy Of Yahushua

The first two chapters of the book of Matthew speak about the genealogy of Yahushua and how the prophecy of the Messiah came to be. One thing I always remind myself of is that the names and locations we read in our Bibles today were translated from the original texts. This includes even the most important name — that of the Messiah, Yahushua. I personally believe that while the Scriptures were originally inspired by the Holy Spirit, over time man has altered them through translation and tradition. Because of this, I see how the enemy uses confusion and division among believers to distract us from the truth. Names may have been changed, and words altered, but the events that took place — from the Old Testament to the New — still hold weight, purpose, and truth.

For me, what truly matters above all is the fruit of the Spirit. The name of Yahushua is sacred and important, yes, but at the end of it all, it is Father who will judge us — not each other. Too often, people of faith get caught up in debating who is “right” instead of living out the lessons we’ve been given. That is why I believe the events are what carry the greatest importance, because they are the very tools Father uses to test us, grow us, and mature us in Spirit. At the end of the day, it doesn’t come down to what sect you belong to or if every detail of your belief is perfect. What matters is whether we allow these teachings to shape our daily lives so we can produce good fruit for His kingdom.

👉 Here’s the reading I shared on my Rumble channel:
https://rumble.com/v6s36r9-a-reading-of-the-book-of-matthew-ch-1-2.html

Much love,
Ruth4Yah 🌿

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