S1E10- Chosen For A Purpose- A Message For The Misunderstood

Episode 10 – Chosen for a Purpose: A Message for the Misunderstood

If you feel rejected, overlooked, or misunderstood—this one’s for you. I talk about how being chosen means being different, and how Father uses your uniqueness to fulfill a purpose no one else can walk out.

Much Love 

Ruth

S1E9-Abba Yahuah's Timing Is Not Delayed

Episode 9 – Abba Yahuah's Timing Is Not Delayed

Waiting can feel like punishment—but it's often preparation. I reflect on moments when provision seemed delayed, but was actually right on time. This episode is a testimony of Father’s perfect timing and faithful hand.

Much Love 

Ruth

S1E8- Loneliness Vs Solitude: Finding Peace In The Silence

Episode 8 – Loneliness vs. Solitude: Finding Peace in Silence

In this episode, I open up about the difference between loneliness and solitude—two experiences that often feel the same, but couldn’t be more different. I share how the silence used to make me uncomfortable, how I’ve struggled with overthinking, and how Father used that very silence to bring healing and clarity. Solitude has become a sacred space for me—a place where I can reflect, create, and hear the voice within more clearly. It’s not easy, but it’s necessary. If you’ve ever felt misunderstood, isolated, or like your walk with Father is unseen, this message is for you. You are not alone.

Much Love 

Ruth 

S1E7- Why You Matter

Episode 7 – Why You Matter

In this episode, I open up about something close to the heart—why you matter. We often question our purpose, especially when life feels uncertain. But the truth is, your journey, your voice, and your presence carry weight. Whether you're leading by example or quietly walking in obedience, your life speaks. We are each created with intention, and being different is not the weakness—it’s part of your calling. This reflection is a reminder that you don’t have to fit into the world’s mold to have impact. You just have to keep walking with Abba Yahuah, one faithful step at a time.

Much Love

Ruth

S1E6- Listening To The Voice Within

Episode 6 – Listening to the Voice Within

In this episode, I talk about learning how to recognize and trust that quiet voice deep inside—the one that gently leads you toward your purpose. For a long time, I thought the nudges I felt were just passing ideas or distractions. But looking back, I realize they were all pointing me toward something greater. I share parts of my creative journey and how Father used art, storytelling, and even hard seasons to bring clarity. Sometimes your purpose reveals itself slowly—but when you walk in faith and listen, it becomes clearer.

Much Love 

Ruth 

S1E5-Spiritual Discernment In Daily Life

Episode 5 – Spiritual Discernment in Daily Life

Discernment is more than gut feeling—it’s a spiritual gift that sharpens with time, fasting, and prayer. In this episode, I share examples from my walk and how you can begin to recognize the spirits around you with the help of the Ruach ha’Qodesh.

Much Love 

Ruth

S1E4- When the world doesn't understand

Episode 4 – When the World Doesn’t Understand You

Being misunderstood is often part of walking with Yahuah. I reflect on materialism, societal pressure, and the loneliness of choosing a set-apart life. If you’ve ever felt judged for your obedience, this one’s for you.

Much Love 

Ruth 

S1E3- The Narrow Path: Few Find It

Episode 3 – “The Narrow Path: Few Find It”

This episode dives into Yahushua’s words about the narrow path. I talk about the personal sacrifices, tests, and spiritual work required to stay on it—and why it’s worth it. It’s not about perfection, it’s about consistency, obedience, and letting Father refine your spirit.

I pray and hope this message sits with you 

In Yahushua's Mighty Name Yahmien 🙌 

Stay tuned for much more episodes to come.

Much Love 

Ruth

S1E2- What It Means To Be Set Apart

Episode 2 – What It Means to Be Set Apart

The Voice Within Podcast – with Ruth

In this episode of The Voice Within, I reflect on what it truly means to be set apart in a world that often encourages conformity. This walk with Father Yahuah and Yahushua requires stepping away from the expectations of others and choosing to live in alignment with His will—even when it’s uncomfortable or misunderstood.

I speak from my own experience—of the changes I felt internally, the shifts in how people perceived me, and the transformation that came once I accepted that being set apart was not rejection... it was protection. This message is for those who feel different, called out, or alone in their journey. You're not strange—you’re chosen.

May this reflection give you comfort and courage as you continue walking the narrow path.

You matter. Your voice matters.

Much love,

Ruth

S1E1- The Wilderness Season: Rooted In The Vine

 🎙️ Episode 1 – “The Wilderness Season”

We talk about what it means to go through a wilderness season—where Father begins to remove the outer shell of who we thought we were to refine us into who we’re called to be. A personal reflection on the hard but holy process of growth and surrender.

I hope you'll stay tuned for more episodes to come.

Much Love 

Ruth

New Podcast Introduction Episode Season 1

🎙️ Introduction Episode – “The Voice Within”

This podcast is a space for reflection, spiritual growth, and real conversations about what it means to follow the narrow path. I’m Ruth, and I’m here to share my journey—the good, the tough, and the deeply personal—with anyone who feels called to seek Abba Yahuah and walk in truth.

The Book Of Matthew Chapter 26 Hour of Darkness

In chapter 26, Yahushua predicts His death. He shares one final supper with His disciples before being betrayed into the hands of sinners. The bread and wine at this supper symbolize His body and blood, which He surrendered for all sinners.

As Yahushua and His disciples go to the Garden of Gethsemane, He takes three of them along. During this time, the three fall asleep while Yahushua prays. Here we see His deep sorrow, fully aware of what was to come, in order to fulfill prophecy.

Peter denies Him three times before the rooster crows, and Judas Iscariot betrays Him for thirty pieces of silver. Both betray Yahushua, yet only one repents and turns back to Him.

Reflecting on my own spiritual journey, I see how far I’ve come. In the beginning, as I was learning scripture and how to apply it, I was shy about using Yahushua’s name. Over time, I realized that if we deny Him before others, He will deny us before Abba Yahuah. It took me a while to grow comfortable talking about Yahushua and boldly speaking His name.

Denying His name is one thing, but I believe denying what He did for us is another. Likewise, when we claim to be believers yet refuse to walk as Yahushua did, we are, in essence, denying Him too.

Interestingly, many “non-believers” often display the same fruits of the Spirit that some who claim to follow Yahushua fail to show. Yahushua opened the door to heaven, but we must follow Him by following His example—a truth often overlooked by those who believe works aren’t necessary once they are saved.

I am not here to judge. My hope is simply to point out that our works are part of following His example, a reflection of living as He did.

The link below 👇 will take you to my Rumble channel where you will find a reading of this chapter.

https://rumble.com/v71psbo-book-of-matthew-chapter-26.html

My hope really for doing this is to show case how scripture can be applied to our daily lives.

Much love 

Ruth

The Book Of Matthew Chapters 24 & 25 - Reflection

In Chapters 24 and 25, Yahushua reminds His disciples — and us — that no one knows the day or the hour of the return of the Son of Man. He explains that in the end times, many will lose faith, their hearts will grow cold, and some will turn away altogether. He also tells us that we will hear of famines, earthquakes, wars, and rumors of wars, but we are not to be alarmed. These things must happen.

Yahushua then gives parables to help us understand how to prepare our hearts — like the Ten Virgins and the Parable of the Talents. These examples teach us to stay spiritually ready, to use what Father has given us wisely, and to remain faithful until the end.

These chapters describe exactly what we are witnessing in the world today. Personally, I’ve felt the increase more intensely in recent years. It feels as though we are in a time of preparation before the anti-Messiah is revealed. The spirit of the anti-Messiah is already moving throughout the world, and many can sense it.

Yahushua also speaks about separating the sheep from the goats.

To me, this shows the heart posture of each person. He says, “Whatever you did for the least of these brothers and sisters of Mine, you did for Me.” This is a reminder for us all to show love, compassion, and kindness — no matter who it is.

As many of you know, my family and I are currently homeless as part of our spiritual journey. Aside from sharing these readings, blog posts, podcasts, and videos online, I believe Father also has us on a mission in person — to be a test and a witness. People’s responses toward us often reveal their heart posture, just as ours reveals ours. It goes both ways.

We have experienced judgment, rejection, and persecution, but I hold onto the truth that on the Day of Judgment, Father sees all — including how people treated “the least of His brethren.”

And for the record, being homeless does not exclude us from being tested too. Father tests our humility, gratitude, obedience, and endurance daily.

Heart posture is important — in giving, receiving, helping, or simply treating others with dignity and love.

As always, I encourage you to read or listen to these chapters and reflect on them. We all need to stay aligned with Father and continue preparing spiritually for what is to come.

The link below 👇 will take you to my Rumble channel with a reading of these chapters ☺️.

https://rumble.com/v71dvjk-the-book-of-matthew-chapters-24-25.html

I pray that you have a blessed day ahead in Yahushua's mighty name Yahmien 

Much Love 

Ruth 

Matthew Chapters 22–23: The Invitation & the Seven Woes

 In Matthew 22, Yahushua shares what the Kingdom of Heaven is like. One of the parables is the wedding banquet, where many were invited, yet only a few were chosen. To me, this reflects our walk with Abba Yahuah and Yahushua. Everyone receives the invitation to know Them—but only a few respond with their heart and actions.

The Narrow Path is not easy, but it is meaningful. I truly believe you can only walk it when you have that intimate relationship with Abba Yahuah and Yahushua. Many hear the call but turn away or reject it. Meanwhile, those the world overlooks—those considered “unworthy” by society—end up being the ones who humbly accept the invitation and show up. The invitation is open to anyone who desires it.

In Matthew 23, Yahushua speaks directly to the teachers of the law, the Pharisees, and the Sadducees, giving them the Seven Woes. He calls out their hypocrisy and their desire for recognition, honor, and status among people rather than having a pure heart before Father.

In my own walk, I try to be mindful of this. Whether through my blogs, videos, or my podcast, I want to share from a place of humility—not for attention, but to honor Abba Yahuah. There was a time when pride crept in, and Father lovingly corrected me. It reminded me that this work is not about me—it is for His Kingdom, through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.

I am not perfect, and I still have much to learn. But I am choosing to stay connected to Abba Yahuah by removing distractions and keeping my heart aligned with Him.

Linked below 👇 is where you can find the reading of these chapters on my Rumble channel. https://rumble.com/v7187mq-the-book-of-matthew-chapters-22-23-seven-woes.html

I encourage you to read or listen to these chapters yourself, and take time to reflect on how they apply to your own walk. May we all learn to reflect on the things we put out into the world and remain humble before Father.

Keep walking the Narrow Path with love, humility, and truth.

I pray you have a blessed day and evening ahead, in Yahushua’s mighty Name — Yahmien.

Much love,

Ruth