Ep 1 Sept 13 2025 on Trusting in Abba Yahuah 🙌

Last year 2024, I began a series called Let’s Take a Walk: A Moment Spent with Abba Yahuah. The purpose was simple — to encourage spending intentional time with Father. In 2025, I’ve revamped this series to reflect where I am now on my spiritual journey, including the struggles, lessons, and growth I’ve experienced along the way.

Because my family and I are currently homeless, a lot can change in a single day, which means these episodes may not always be released on a strict schedule. I ask for patience and understanding. Each episode is dated and centered around a specific topic, but the message is meant to be meaningful and relevant no matter when you listen.

This series is an invitation to slow down, reflect, and walk closely with Father — right where you are.

 In this first walk, I reflect on Matthew 6:25–34 and how it has carried me through my spiritual journey. Being homeless has taught me to trust Abba Yahuah completely — to let go of worry and believe He already knows what I need. As I walk and reflect, I’m reminded through nature and even my cat’s peace that His love and provision never fail.

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Much Love 

Ruth

S3E12 Keep Your Oil Lamp 🪔 Burning

 Season 3, Episode 12 — Keep Your Oil Lamp Burning 🪔

In this final episode of Season 3, I reflect on Yahushua’s parable of the ten virgins and what it means to stay spiritually prepared in uncertain times. I share where I am on my journey, the lessons learned through the wilderness, and why tending my oil lamp daily—through scripture, obedience, and trust—matters more than ever. This episode is both a closing and a quiet transition, as I remain watchful, grounded, and open to whatever Father leads next.

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E11 Blessed Is The One Who Endures Until The End

In this episode, I reflect on what it truly means to endure until the end. Drawing from Matthew 24:13 and my own wilderness journey, I share how perseverance, surrender, and faith are refined through trials. My hope is to encourage you to stay rooted in the Word and aligned with Father, even when the path feels heavy.

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E10 Messages From Father Come In Many Forms

 In this episode, I reflect on how Father communicates with us in many forms — through the Holy Spirit, nature, dreams, patterns, and quiet confirmations. I share personal moments from my journey where trust was tested and faith was restored, including signs that brought peace during wilderness seasons. This reflection is an invitation to slow down, listen more closely, and remain open to how Abba Yahuah may be speaking to you.

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Much Love 

Ruth

S3E9 Spirit Led Wisdom: Wisdom By The Holy Spirit

 In this episode, I share how I’ve learned to recognize the voice of the Holy Spirit — the gentle nudges, warnings, and moments of clarity that guide my walk. I talk about removing distractions, rebuilding my mindset, and aligning scripture with real life. If you’ve been seeking clarity or struggling to hear His leading, this reflection is for you.

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Much Love 

Ruth 

S3E8 Divine Appointments-Spirit Led Encounters

 In this episode, I share a personal experience about divine appointments — those moments when the Holy Spirit steps in and guides a conversation for a purpose. I talk about a powerful encounter during our wilderness season where Yahushua used my voice to speak truth, reveal hidden intentions, and confirm it was time for us to move on.

So as of now I'm caught up with all the episodes for season 3 on my Podbean account which is updated on a consistent basis. With that said I will be taking a few days off from the blog to catch up on my other projects. A side note as well I do share bonus episodes on my Podbean account which is where you can download the episodes for Free. 

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Much Love 

Ruth

S3E7 As It Was In The Days Of Noah

 In this episode, I reflect on what it means to live in “the days of Noah” and how these patterns show up in our world today. I share what Father has been teaching me about discernment, staying awake, and walking faithfully even when the world grows darker. This is a call to remain steady, anchored, and aligned with His voice.

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Much Love 

Ruth

S3E6 Alignment Through Body and Spirit

 In this episode, I reflect on what it truly means to align my body and spirit with Abba Yahuah. I share my own struggles with denying the flesh, caring for my temple, and learning to stay rooted in the Spirit even through hardship. My hope is that my journey encourages you to seek deeper alignment, trust His process, and walk the narrow path with courage and peace. If you feel led to support my work my CashApp is $YAHRUTH.

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E5 The Art Of Surrender

 In this episode, I reflect on the daily practice of surrender — letting go of what I can’t control and trusting Father’s will. I share my struggles, small victories, and how releasing burdens brings peace, even in the midst of transition. Surrender isn’t giving up; it’s giving in. Join me as I explore this ongoing journey of faith and trust. If you feel led to support my work my CashApp is: $YAHRUTH

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E4 The Thinning Of The Veil Seeing Beyond What's Physical

 In this episode, I share how the veil between the physical and spiritual has been thinning in my life. From questioning traditions to walking through homelessness, Father opened my eyes and strengthened my faith. I talk about discernment, spiritual warfare, and learning to live scripture daily. If you feel led to support my work my CashApp is: $YAHRUTH 

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E3 Gratitude During Solitude In The Waiting Season

 In this reflection, I share what Father is teaching me about gratitude during seasons of waiting—how disappointment can become hidden mercy and refinement. Even in uncertainty, Abba provides in big and small ways. May this episode encourage your heart. If you feel led to support my work: Cash App $YAHRUTH 🙏

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E2 From Spiritual Rebirth to Physical Rebirth: The Transformation From Old To New

 In this episode, we explore the journey from spiritual rebirth to physical transformation—shedding the old, embracing discipline, and allowing Abba Yahuah to strengthen both body and spirit. If you feel led to support my work, my Cash App is $YAHRUTH.

Much Love 

Ruth

S3E1 From Wilderness To Transition: The Waiting Season

Welcome Back To Season 3 of The Voice Within Podcast!

In this episode, I open up about my own wilderness season — the lessons, the refining, and the quiet ways Abba Yahuah has been preparing me for what comes next. Moving into this new place feels like stepping into a transition season, that “in-between” space where the old has fallen away but the promised land hasn’t fully appeared yet. Through butterflies, scripture, and gentle reminders from the Holy Spirit, I’m learning to surrender what doesn’t belong and stay aligned with His will. This reflection is for anyone walking through change and trusting Father to lead them through it.

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Much Love 

Ruth

S2E12 Peace Amidst The Chaos

 In this episode, I reflect on finding peace amidst life’s chaos. I share how surrendering our worries to Father Yahuah allows His peace to guard our hearts and minds, even when circumstances feel overwhelming. I encourage listeners to let go, trust Him fully, and experience rest not by controlling the storm, but by trusting the One who calms it.

Please stay tuned as season 3 is coming soon...

Much Love 

Ruth 

S2E11 When Life Seems Unfair

 In this episode, I reflect on the moments when life feels unfair and how those times can test our faith. I share lessons from Scripture, like Job, Joseph, and Yahushua, showing how even in injustice, God’s greater plan is at work. I encourage listeners to pause, seek His Kingdom, and trust that what feels unfair may actually be shaping us into who we’re meant to become.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E10 Patience Through Spiritual Tests

 In this episode, I share how spiritual tests have stretched my patience in ways I didn’t expect, especially while navigating homelessness with Twitch. I’ve learned that patience isn’t just waiting—it’s active trust in Abba Yahuah, choosing gratitude, and responding with wisdom instead of frustration. These tests have taught me to slow down, lean on prayer, and let perseverance shape my faith, reminding me that even in discomfort, He is maturing and refining my spirit.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E9 Navigating Spiritual Tests

 In this episode, I reflect on navigating spiritual tests in everyday life. I share how discernment, patience, and compassion have guided me through challenging situations, teaching me to respond wisely rather than react emotionally. Every test, I’ve learned, is a chance to strengthen my faith, refine my spirit, and grow closer to Abba Yahuah and Yahushua. I invite you to pause, reflect, and consider how you’re letting your spirit learn from the tests around you.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E8 Trusting Him In The Waiting Seeking First His Kingdom

In this episode, I share what it means to truly trust Father in the waiting. Waiting seasons can feel frustrating and uncertain, but I’ve learned they are never wasted. When I seek first His Kingdom, I find that even in the stillness, He is shaping my heart, strengthening my faith, and teaching me patience. It’s not about doing nothing—it’s about staying aligned, present, and faithful to the work He places before me, while letting His timing unfold in perfect wisdom.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E7 Walking The Narrow Path By Seeking First His Kingdom

In this episode, I share what it truly means to seek first the Kingdom and walk the narrow path with sincerity, humility, and a heart aligned with Abba Yahuah. I talk about the difference between imitating faith and living it, how our intentions matter just as much as our actions, and why relationship — not appearance — is what transforms us. My hope is that this reflection encourages you to examine your heart, seek His righteousness daily, and allow Yahushua to shape your character as you move forward on your journey.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E6 The Stepping Stone To Living In High Frequency

In this episode, I share the moment I realized that walking with Abba Yahuah isn’t about religion or routine—it’s about true relationship. I talk about how discipline, discernment, and daily intimacy with Father become the stepping stones to living in a higher spiritual frequency. My hope is that my journey encourages you to seek His Kingdom first, walk in truth, and let the Spirit guide you into deeper transformation.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E5 Faith Without Works Is Dead

In this episode, I talk about what it truly means when Scripture says ‘faith without works is dead,’ and how real faith naturally produces fruit in our lives. I share how believing in Yahushua isn’t just a confession—it’s a transformation that shows up in how we live, love, and respond to others. Works don’t save us, but they reveal the condition of our spirit and the depth of our walk. I reflect on the good Samaritan, on the difference between giving for show and giving from the heart, and on moments from my own journey—like helping a man in need and later being blessed by that same kindness returning unexpectedly. Through these experiences, Father has shown me that character, humility, and genuine compassion are evidence of Yahushua living within us. My hope is that this episode reminds you that faith and works are meant to move together, producing fruit that honors Father in both the seen and unseen moments of life.

Much Love 

Ruth ☺️ 

S2E4 What It Means To Write The Word On Your Heart

In this episode, I share what it truly means for me to write the Word on my heart—not just by memorizing Scripture, but by living it day by day. I talk about how I used to struggle with understanding the Bible, and how Father slowly taught me that real wisdom comes through experience, surrender, and applying the Word in the middle of real-life situations. From learning to trust Matthew 6:34 during homelessness, to deepening my understanding of being born again, to realizing that true worship is about Spirit and Truth, I walk through the layers of how Scripture became personal and alive in my own journey. I’ve read the Bible multiple times now, each season revealing something new, and I’ve learned that spiritual maturity isn’t measured by how many verses I can recite, but by how I live them out. My hope is that this reflection encourages you to seek a deeper, lived relationship with the Word—one that shapes your spirit from the inside out.

Much Love 

Ruth 

S2E3 What Animals Teach Us

In this episode, I share how my relationship with Twitch completely transformed the way I see animals and the spiritual lessons they carry. I talk about how I went from someone who never grew up with pets to someone who learned to listen closely—to Twitch’s cues, her sensitivities, and even her spiritual awareness. Through our journey, especially while being homeless, Father used her to teach me patience, trust, stillness, and how to pay attention to the unseen. I realized that animals live with a kind of faith we often forget: they don’t worry about tomorrow—they simply exist in the moment. And as I learned to understand her spirit and the way she reacted to different environments, I began to see how spiritually sensitive animals truly are. Caring for her has taught me so much about caring for myself, listening deeper, and walking with more discernment. I pray this reflection encourages you to notice the quiet lessons Father may be teaching through the animals in your own life.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E2 What It Means To Be On A Spiritual Journey

In this episode, I open up about what it truly means to be on a spiritual journey and how, for me, it goes far deeper than circumstances like homelessness or the things people see on the surface. I share how Scripture—not religion—has shaped my growth, how Yahushua’s example guides me, and how these past three years have been a wilderness season that taught me trust, surrender, and spiritual maturity. From the early verses I memorized to the moments I’ve wrestled with doubt, I talk about how spiritual growth happens in layers, through testing, discernment, and daily application. This journey isn’t about perfection—it’s about allowing Father to refine us, reveal what’s within us, and lead us into a deeper relationship with Him. My hope is that as I share my own walk, it encourages you in yours.

Much Love 

Ruth

S2E1 Not All Who Wander Are Lost

Welcome Back To A New Season Of The Voice Within Podcast 😃 I'm excited to share these next episodes. You can always find me on my Rumble channel or on my podcast through podbean which is where you will be listening to these episodes.

In this episode, I share how stepping away from the world’s expectations led me into a deeper walk with Abba Yahuah. I talk about what it means to wander—not in confusion, but in faith—and how my own journey, even in homelessness, has brought freedom, peace, and purpose in Yahushua. This reflection is a reminder that sometimes the path that looks uncertain is the very one Father uses to shape us, refine us, and lead us home.

Much Love 

Ruth

The Book Of Matthew Chapters 27 and 28 The Crusifixion

 I have to be honest — I’ve been procrastinating on these last two chapters of Matthew. My spirit gets uneasy, because when I read them I try to slow down and hear every voice, every moment. What hits me the hardest is the portion about Yahushua’s crucifixion and the mocking by the people and the soldiers. I’ve seen many movies portray this part, and even though Scripture isn’t nearly as graphic as what it must have truly looked like, still the scenes from “Jesus of Nazareth” from the 70s come back to me.

In my own life, on this spiritual walk, I’ve faced persecution many times — though none of it compares to what Yahushua endured. Even recently, I’ve been persecuted again. But still, it’s nothing like His suffering. Father’s will be done. This is why we go through trials: because the servant is not above the Master. When I read these chapters and then look at my own struggles, it reminds me that enduring hardship is part of staying on this path, no matter how unfair or painful it feels. Father sees. He knows. Even the disciples faced persecution and death, and still today many around the world suffer for their faith.

In a way, I’m glad these chapters aren’t more descriptive — I would be crying nonstop. And while the world gets busy preparing for Christmas 🎄, I wonder how many are actually opening Scripture with a heart posture of understanding that the servant is not above the Master. How many realize the world has become so dark that you’re now “guilty until proven innocent,” and almost everything feels backwards?

As much as I dislike persecution, it reassures me that I’m on the right path. Praise be to Abba Yahuah 🙌 — He is faithful. Yahushua has already gone ahead to make a way for those who follow Him.

Here’s my encouragement to you: Don’t give up on Yahushua. The end of a matter is better than its beginning. One day you’ll realize you’ve been led along the narrow path because you are of heaven — and you’ll be Home soon. I don’t believe in a rapture, but I do believe I will enter heaven if I continue walking this path, never giving up, and trusting Father’s will above all.

Much 

love,

Ruth

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S1E12- Do Not Worry About Tomorrow

In this episode of The Voice Within Podcast, I share how I’ve learned to trust Father Yahuah and Yahushua, even in seasons of worry and uncertainty. I reflect on Matthew 6:25–34 and how these verses became my anchor during homelessness, fear, and anxiety. I talk about leaning on His faithfulness, staying grounded in prayer, and remembering that each day has enough challenges of its own. This episode is a gentle reminder that we are never forsaken, His guidance is always near, and our focus should always be on seeking His Kingdom first.

Much Love 

Ruth

S1E11-Obedience Is Better Than Sacrifice

Episode 11- In this episode of The Voice Within Podcast, I reflect on how obedience has shaped my journey with Father Yahuah and Yahushua. I share personal experiences of struggle, loss, and even homelessness, showing how each moment became a lesson in humility, preparation, and spiritual growth. I talk about letting go of the past, trusting His guidance, and discovering that true treasure lies not in what we hold, but in who we become when we walk faithfully in His Spirit. This episode is a reminder that obedience isn’t always easy, but it is always worth it—and that your voice and journey matter.

Much Love 

Ruth