You know being on this spiritual journey has really opened my eyes to things I never really paid much attention to before. For example having a relationship with Father. I didn't know I had to have a personal relationship with Him.
That's where religion has always had me confused because of this fact. There are so many different sects that I think it's all the same but it's not...
And this is at least to me how you know religion is Man made. To follow rules to determine which religion you are???
So I consider myself spiritual and yes there are different types there too but it's vague.
I follow (the Messiah) Yahushua's teachings but the Bible is a tool to use as we grow in our spiritual life. Too often people sit and study the Bible as though studying from a textbook at school and I personally don't believe this is how to read the Bible.
For me personally I've read the stories of Yahushua several times and each time the Holy Spirit reveals something New that I might have missed the first time reading it.
MANY times when I read the Bible it some how relates to my current situation in my life.
So I started focusing on specific verses that stood out to me so that I can gain better understanding.
Sometimes it takes a few times of meditating on a particular verse before my eyes are opened to a different view point.
I continue to grow everyday as I face more challenges that have intensified from the beginning of my spiritual journey to now.
This is my third winter ❄️ right I'm surprised as much as you.
The first year we went through the winter it wasn't easy it was stressful at the time and before the season even started people would ask what are you going to do about winter... Fear mongering is what Satan loves doing... But we were blessed tremendously because that was the time for me to build trust and hope in Father that He will take care of us. And He did...
We had to get through the day but by night we had a motel room where it was warm. I was always stressed but it was the time to learn to let it go and give it to Father.
The second winter I ignored the fear mongering because I knew if we got through the first winter we could do it again and we did Praise be to Abba Yahuah...there were places we could go to warm up with our cart and Twitch inside...
Mind you that doesn't mean that the rest of the seasons were easy because they were most definitely not and we were still tested... When it was raining and cold 🥶 we were tested over and over and over...
This winter I had hoped we wouldn't be in the same place going through another winter but here we are... The endurance of sitting outside in the cold 🥶 for hours and then going for walks to keep us warm.
Let me be clear about something my cat is an animal naturally and so they are made to with stand the world and the wilderness.
However because she is in my care Father has given me the responsibility of taking care of her physically. With that said even though we've gone through all the seasons and types of weather conditions Father has been faithful in providing me with the physical tools I need to make her comfortable so she is content in whatever type of weather we have.
She ALWAYS has plenty of blankets, water and food. Praise be to Abba Yahuah.
This winter I had help from the Holy Spirit on how to keep her extra warm and toasty on the coldest of days.
I make it my number one priority to take care of her needs first before my own... It makes enduring more bearable when I know she is content and comfortable.
Her blankets are washed by hand and air dried and I have extras on the outside of her crate to insulate her so she is warm.
Satan will use anything to test us and Father will allow it. So yes sometimes she does cry a lot to the point I can't sleep but it's spiritual she senses things I can't and it's a test on my patience level.
Rarely is it because of food or water and I'm constantly checking the temperature in her crate to make sure it's warm or comfortable for her.
I know 100% it's spiritual because when we go to a place that is warm inside she cries and cries but as soon as we leave the area she is quiet and content and sleeping peacefully... I mean you can not convince me otherwise. She is my spiritual warning alarm...
Let me just tell you that you have to be on guard at all times against demonic spirits because they are literally everywhere...
They mostly come out at night but you encounter them during the day too...
Yahushua tells us to test the spirit. The fruit of the person will tell you all you need to know...
Verses like the end of a MATTER is BETTER than it's Beginning rings true EVERY SINGLE TIME we have to endure.
Testing spirits will push you to see where you are emotionally... What will piss you off that you have an outburst type of thing... THAT IS THE ENEMY 👿 TRYING TO GET YOU TO DO SOMETHING STUPID SO THEY HAVE LEGAL RIGHTS AGAINST YOU...
So long as I continue to walk according to Yahushua's teachings I know I will remain in good standing with Father. It's not easy because even the one who claims is patient will crack... It's about the spirit over powering the emotions of the flesh...
I could literally talk for hours about my spiritual journey but you can see the gradual change in my posts and videos.
I don't put EVERYTHING out in to the open because I can't you have to live through it to gain understanding and change your perception on things around you...
So do I read the Bible Yes if I am led to read a book, chapter or verse but majority of the times in this season of my journey I am focused on my conversations and prayers with Father. I am homeless so I don't have a designated place to pray but I talk to Him daily through meditation and it's while people are walking by, while it's windy outside or raining or even sunny... I feel far less distracted by the things around me now because I'm able to focus on meditating in the moment. Sometimes I talk out loud, sometimes it's spiritual and other times I find somewhere private to pray...
It has taken a lot of practice to get to this point in my spiritual journey...
I'm grateful for it...
These are insanely crazy times we are living in and while people overlook and just move about in their daily life like it's normal... It's not for me...
The digital age is here and it's increasing rapidly before our own eyes behind the scenes. That's why when you remove All the distractions out of the way you are able to see what the people up top are doing...
I just know that I have to be on guard and ready spiritually to know how to move forward when things get worse and they have to get worse before they get BETTER...
Okay that's all for now
Ruth4Yah
Signing Off
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