While on this spiritual journey I've questioned a lot about my purpose in this life. I have struggled with this for awhile now and still not sure what my purpose is.
However I find I'm inching closer to my purpose the more I pray about it and the more I go through the trials and tests as it refines my character and who I am.
It's not like you'll know immediately although some people tap in to that right away I their lives and they just know...
Although if I look at my own life I always felt I would be with children. While I have no children of my own I am not so sure it's really my purpose. On the other hand Father maybe preparing me for something greater than I could have ever imagined that could possibly have to do with children.
I guess I've always had that motherly instinct in me. I see it come out when I take care of my precious cat 😺. She is my baby 🍼 and she listens to me for some reason and understands what I say. I speak to her as I would to a child as silly as it may sound... And I pay close attention to her none verbal cues and language. I think I do pretty well figuring out what she needs in the moment...
I do these things because well first my motherly instinct is just natural and I can't help it and second she is innocent and pure 🙏 and it is a given responsibility from Abba Yahuah to take care of her physically and I take it seriously.
Honestly she keeps me going on this journey reminding me to relax and be patient. I give her food and water, I make sure her blankets are clean and warm and she is content.
Praise Be To Abba Yahuah 🙌
Because Abba Yahuah provides whatever I need in the physical to make sure she is taken care of.
Suddenly the endurance of the trials and tests are more manageable because my mind is focused on her what is good in this life and not on my discomfort of going through the trials and tests.
Although I'm human so it's not always easy but when I manage to look at her while I'm stressing out she's always comfortable and content. Often cleaning herself no clue about what is happening around her... She just does her thing as long as her needs are met...
When Yahushua tells us not to worry about anything he reminds us to look at the animals like the birds how they do not worry because they know they will be provided for... And how true it is...
When I finally come into alignment with my purpose I'll let you know... At the moment though it's just going through the process and fine tuning my spiritual being before I come in to that...
Okay that's all for now
Ruth4yah
Signing Off
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