Entry 106- Animals In Nature

 I have to say that I was never an animal lover and here are a few reasons why. 

For one I didn't have a pet growing up so I didn't know what it was like. Second I was discouraged that they make a mess and it's hard to keep up after them. Finally it was the negative impression I got from seeing other people with pets. It's a sad excuse but I believe it's a reason. 

I didn't mind dogs so much but felt they were a little too much all at once and cats honestly I thought oh no they'd pee everywhere... This was from a bad experience.

But honestly over the years with my cat (which belongs to my husband before we met in person) has changed my views on animals.

Being on this spiritual journey I see how pure and innocent animals really are. She is the essence of Shamayim and Praise be to Abba Yahuah for allowing me to take care of her. 

Animals have feelings too and they communicate their feelings to us in different ways. The first way is through body language and the second way is spiritually. However I think my cat understands my words verbally and her response is a No in different tones which is funny 🤣...

Animals are incredibly smart creatures and can teach us a lot about patience and their calming nature only proves to me how they Trust in Father 🙏. 

After going from vegetarian to vegan I believe that humans and animals were created to live in harmony with each other 💖.

Like I said animals have feelings and Father has designated life span for each type of animal so why do humans feel the need to cut it short is beyond me. 

This world can be beautiful at it's core but humans have destroyed it's peaceful state.

That isn't to say that All humans are like this just the people up top who feel the need to control and have power over living things. More specifically Satan's minions who are full of negativity that are the real problem and reason for the destruction of the world.

Climate change is a made up word that started out with global warming to global cooling to now climate change.

None of these things existed before so WHY all of a sudden everything is revolved around such a topic...

The same people who created plastics and removed recycling materials such as glass are the same people who search for the raw materials around the world and have control over them. They are the same people who have investments in many things that are destroying the world. Keep in mind these are the same people that are also trying to poison us in everything from medicine, to the food we eat and the water we drink as well as the air that we breathe.

They also poison the animals as well with their unnecessary medicine 💉 and tell us that if they don't get medicine 💉 then they will infect the human population... Give me a break....

A side from all the BS nonsense I believe Father has provided everything we need to survive and everything that animals need to survive....

My tiger 🐯 Twitch is so energetic she acts like a kitten 🐾 at times and I love it 😻... 

Her purity and innocence out weigh anything negative about animals. 

I've had the opportunity from time to time to observe animals as I've had the opportunity to observe young children. It's not much different actually lol... Animals like children have their own personality which is funny 😂 🤣 to watch in their natural state as they interact with each other. 

Anyways that's all for now...

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Shabbat Shalom A Message On The Age Of Deception And The Year Of The Snake

 I posted my Shabbat Shalom video yesterday on Rumble and since I just posted a journal entry about this particular topic I won't go in to too much detail and instead give you the ability to check out the video instead.

https://rumble.com/v6cu044-shabbat-shalom-a-message-on-the-age-of-deception-and-the-year-year-of-the-s.html

ENJOY!

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 105- The Age Of Deception And The Year Of The Snake 🐍

 I can only imagine what 2025 is going to look like in the days, weeks and months ahead...

But given that already we are told it is the year of the Snake it's not a very good sign. 

A snake represents deceit in scripture and I think we are living in a time period where there is plenty of deceit going on. Deception is bound to happen and truthfully it's already happening right now. 

This generation lacks the spiritual understanding of the type of war we are dealing with...

So Yes we are living in a time where it's easy to deceive people left and right.

There is so much going on after 2020 that the snow ball has just been increasing in size. By the way deception has been going on for years and now it's more in your face and obvious if you have eyes to see. 

Crazy how the snake deceived Eve and it's still doing it's deceiving on humanity as a whole.

I say this all the time but the people up top are all working together and no matter what kind of thing they show you it's an illusion for a bigger and much greater deception.

Perhaps the opening to usher in the anti Messiah and the part that people overlook is that it's happening before our very eyes but you have to HAVE the eyes to see spiritually and the ears to hear.

It's sad however that people don't see with their spiritual eyes because they are so focused on the things of this world. I'm just saying many may not have the Holy Spirit anymore to guide them.  

At least for me you really need to stop thinking "logically" as we normally do and think spiritually as we should. Which spiritually it's not going to make sense at all. 

I do believe the Holy Spirit gives warnings to all of us but sometimes it's LOUDER for some and not loud enough for others because they have been ignoring the warnings...

I did make a video recently and I'll post the Rumble link below 👇 so you can watch how they tell you to your face. Through their own words and through entertainment such as movies, TV shows, music videos and music ECT.

https://rumble.com/v6csm21-the-age-of-deception-also-the-year-of-the-snake-.html

As for me I have given warnings about this but I don't mean it to scare you just to keep you aware and awake to the Truth.

Now more than ever we have to seek Father and build a relationship with Him so we are protected by what's coming.

Just so we are clear no one is immune to being deceived not even me. However it's important to remember to keep your Faith and Trust in Father. 

My own personal spiritual journey with all it's trials has pushed me closer to Father everyday.

I'm here to encourage, warn and remind you to keep seeking Father in all you do moving forward.

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 104- Letting Go Of Material Possessions And Having Faith

 I may have mentioned this before but before my spiritual journey I was a hoarder in that I had a lot of stuff that I just held on to really for no reason other than just in case moments. It was manageable at first and then it was a bit too much and over whelming.

I guess the reason why I had so much and at least in my mind if I ran out of something I would be upset if I needed it so I started a habit of buying the items just in case. 

I held on to a lot of things that would hold a memory it wasn't so dear I could part from it but I had memories with it.

After awhile it was out of boredom that I would purchase things or I had plans to work on something and needed more...

There is no logic to this madness.

When you lose items that are hard to let go of it's a bit upsetting and devastating in a way. They are and will be replaced at some point. But then you are given the opportunity to let Go of these items on your own and it gives you a sense of relief. 

Not at first but eventually you get a sense of relief.

At first it's upsetting to HAVE to let Go but eventually you come to the point that they are just STUFF... Depending on your attachment level it will take a little longer to get past the upset part.

Nearly 3 years on my spiritual journey and even though I collected blankets and other items I've had to let Go of I NEED these items to survive to having Faith that Father will take care of my needs as He has been this entire time.

Although I am torn at this point because I can let Go of these items but I am thinking it may take longer to replace them...

Ofcourse thoughts like this are from the enemy because so long as I RELY on Father He will provide what I need. 

I think that we often use the stuff as an excuse to hold on to them and people who can provide these items again and then we end up relying on people and things.

However that isn't to say Father doesn't use people to provide the things you need because He most certainly does but you will know it's just for those things you need at that time... 

The way the world is changing before our eyes in plain sight is scary and relying on Father in that we can't see Him is scary as well because we've been conditioned to believe in some cases we have to RELY on ourselves instead of Father.

I think that's where the line is super fine...

I believe we are to RELY ON Him (FATHER) to guide us in the spirit to know what to do next. I believe this is the correct way of doing things but if you don't follow the spirit it's hard to differentiate between Father's will and your will.

So you have to allow yourself to be led in the spirit and not rely on yourself to get what you need or where to go.

We are human beings and we tend to make mistakes if we are not careful to think it through with spiritual backing.

As for me I am not perfect and I do get stressed out when I have too much stuff but still I don't like or want to leave things. 

It's hard but it is slowly very slowly getting easier to let Go and trusting in faith as small as a mustard seed that He will provide.

It's definitely a work in progress and because of the things going on right now in the world it just feels like what's the point to holding on to stuff...

Where your treasure is there too is your heart...

This is WHY Yahushua told the young rich man to sell everything he had and follow Him and that he will have treasure in Shamayim...

As humans it's hard to believe in but the truth is the physical STUFF will not save you from anything...

Okay that's all for now 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 103- Mid Month Reflection for January 2025

 It's been a couple of weeks already since the first of the year in January 2025 and already I've been challenged and tested but it's not a surprise. 

Earlier this month my prayer was that I work on my reaction to the situations I am  and naturally this pass week I was tested. 

The situation was repetitive and one of the days I was super mad and I reacted to the situation. A disappointment to say the least but we all fall short and it's been a struggle for me no doubt. So the second time it happened I noticed my response and stopped myself from reacting the way I did previously. 

I repented ofcourse in the hopes that I will change my response from now on or at least take note and work on it.

I'm not perfect but thankfully Father is faithful and merciful.

I made a video on this and would like to share it with you all.

It's on my Rumble channel the link is below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v69ietp-mid-month-reflection-for-january-2025.html

Sorry this is a couple days late but better late than never right...

Anyways that's all for now

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Shabbat Shalom A Message On Disappointment

 It seems like the weeks just go by so fast these days it's unreal...

Yesterday Thursday it was moving so fast and today on Friday it seemed to slow down quite a bit strange how that is... 

Anyways the message for today is about being disappointed.

I can tell you from my own experience I've had my fair share of being disappointed and it's frustrating no doubt about that. 

However over time while on my spiritual journey I've realized sometimes a disappointment is more of a blessing protecting us from a disastrous outcome.

Perhaps it's a way Father protects us from things that we can't see that will harm us.

I did make a video so if you are interested in watching the video it is on my Rumble channel the link is below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v6aglrg-shabbat-shalom-a-message-on-disappointment.html

I pray you have a great day ahead.

Please note this video and post was from Friday but I usually have a Lee way in when I post the Shabbat Shalom video because sometimes I can't post it on a Friday 😕 but I give myself Friday and Saturday because Shabbat continues through Saturday.

Well that's all for now 

Have a blessed day ahead 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 102- Spiritual Journey

 You know being on this spiritual journey has really opened my eyes to things I never really paid much attention to before. For example having a relationship with Father. I didn't know I had to have a personal relationship with Him. 

That's where religion has always had me confused because of this fact. There are so many different sects that I think it's all the same but it's not...

And this is at least to me how you know religion is Man made. To follow rules to determine which religion you are??? 

So I consider myself spiritual and yes there are different types there too but it's vague. 

I follow (the Messiah) Yahushua's teachings but the Bible is a tool to use as we grow in our spiritual life. Too often people sit and study the Bible as though studying from a textbook at school and I personally don't believe this is how to read the Bible.

For me personally I've read the stories of Yahushua several times and each time the Holy Spirit reveals something New that I might have missed the first time reading it.

MANY times when I read the Bible it some how relates to my current situation in my life. 

So I started focusing on specific verses that stood out to me so that I can gain better understanding. 

Sometimes it takes a few times of meditating on a particular verse before my eyes are opened to a different view point.

I continue to grow everyday as I face more challenges that have intensified from the beginning of my spiritual journey to now.

This is my third winter ❄️ right I'm surprised as much as you.

 The first year we went through the winter it wasn't easy it was stressful at the time and before the season even started people would ask what are you going to do about winter... Fear mongering is what Satan loves doing... But we were blessed tremendously because that was the time for me to build trust and hope in Father that He will take care of us. And He did...

We had to get through the day but by night we had a motel room where it was warm. I was always stressed but it was the time to learn to let it go and give it to Father.

The second winter I ignored the fear mongering because I knew if we got through the first winter we could do it again and we did Praise be to Abba Yahuah...there were places we could go to warm up with our cart and Twitch inside...

Mind you that doesn't mean that the rest of the seasons were easy because they were most definitely not and we were still tested... When it was raining and cold 🥶 we were tested over and over and over...

This winter I had hoped we wouldn't be in the same place going through another winter but here we are... The endurance of sitting outside in the cold 🥶 for hours and then going for walks to keep us warm. 

Let me be clear about something my cat is an animal naturally and so they are made to with stand the world and the wilderness.

 However because she is in my care Father has given me the responsibility of taking care of her physically. With that said even though we've gone through all the seasons and types of weather conditions Father has been faithful in providing me with the physical tools I need to make her comfortable so she is content in whatever type of weather we have. 

She ALWAYS has plenty of blankets, water and food. Praise be to Abba Yahuah. 

This winter I had help from the Holy Spirit on how to keep her extra warm and toasty on the coldest of days. 

I make it my number one priority to take care of her needs first before my own... It makes enduring more bearable when I know she is content and comfortable.

Her blankets are washed by hand and air dried  and I have extras on the outside of her crate to insulate her so she is warm.

Satan will use anything to test us and Father will allow it. So yes sometimes she does cry a lot to the point I can't sleep but it's spiritual she senses things I can't and it's a test on my patience level. 

Rarely is it because of food or water and I'm constantly checking the temperature in her crate to make sure it's warm or comfortable for her. 

I know 100% it's spiritual because when we go to a place that is warm inside she cries and cries but as soon as we leave the area she is quiet and content and sleeping peacefully... I mean you can not convince me otherwise. She is my spiritual warning alarm...

Let me just tell you that you have to be on guard at all times against demonic spirits because they are literally everywhere...

 They mostly come out at night but you encounter them during the day too...

Yahushua tells us to test the spirit. The fruit of the person will tell you all you need to know... 

Verses like the end of a MATTER is BETTER than it's Beginning rings true EVERY SINGLE TIME we have to endure. 

Testing spirits will push you to see where you are emotionally... What will piss you off that you have an outburst type of thing... THAT IS THE ENEMY 👿 TRYING TO GET YOU TO DO SOMETHING STUPID SO THEY HAVE LEGAL RIGHTS AGAINST YOU...

So long as I continue to walk according to Yahushua's teachings I know I will remain in good standing with Father. It's not easy because even the one who claims is patient will crack... It's about the spirit over powering the emotions of the flesh...

I could literally talk for hours about my spiritual journey but you can see the gradual change in my posts and videos.

I don't put EVERYTHING out in to the open because I can't you have to live through it to gain understanding and change your perception on things around you...

So do I read the Bible Yes if I am led to read a book, chapter or verse but majority of the times in this season of my journey I am focused on my conversations and prayers with Father. I am homeless so I don't have a designated place to pray but I talk to Him daily through meditation and it's while people are walking by, while it's windy outside or raining or even sunny... I feel far less distracted by the things around me now because I'm able to focus on meditating in the moment. Sometimes I talk out loud, sometimes it's spiritual and other times I find somewhere private to pray...

It has taken a lot of practice to get to this point in my spiritual journey...

I'm grateful for it... 

These are insanely crazy times we are living in and while people overlook and just move about in their daily life like it's normal... It's not for me... 

The digital age is here and it's increasing rapidly before our own eyes behind the scenes. That's why when you remove All the distractions out of the way you are able to see what the people up top are doing... 

I just know that I have to be on guard and ready spiritually to know how to move forward when things get worse and they have to get worse before they get BETTER...

Okay that's all for now 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Let's Take A Walk

 So I started a New Series of videos where I make time for Father. I make time for Him on a daily basis now but these videos are a reminder to take the time to spend with Him on a walk in nature. I write and make videos based on my personal experiences on this spiritual journey. I'm not perfect at it but just relating it to those looking to strengthen their relationship with Father.

I don't always get a chance to go for walks on my own and just get lost in nature. I literally think I would get lost and NEVER come back honestly. 

Regardless Nature is a reminder of Father in all it's beauty and love to us.

We as humans fail to see His love for us and the angels that surround us in nature those being the animals you see around you and their purity and innocence. 

They are animals so they have their instincts ofcourse but at the core they are the essence of Shamayim (heaven) they wouldn't attack unless they feel threatened. 

You also don't want to be stupid and poke the Bear... 

We are ment to live in harmony with animals 🙏 as Father intended.

Anyways I am going to put the link below 👇 to my Rumble channel so you can check it out 🙂...

https://rumble.com/v677uag-lets-take-a-walk-a-moment-spent-with-abba-yahuah.html

MUCH LOVE 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 101- Vitality Has No Number

I have been on my spiritual journey now for a little over 2 years soon to be 3 years come this July. Before my journey and becoming homeless I myself was unhealthy and over weight. 

I was not heavy as I was not Big per say but heavy as in when you think about a bowling ball and how there are different weights. In which one that a child can use because it's light compared to the adult one. but the shape remained the same.

 I was like that. It wasn't so much the shape however I did wear larger clothes, it was more the heaviness in terms of the the bowling ball example. With that came many problems that I often faced.

 Thankfully it wasn't to the point of medical problems but health problems that would lead me down the medical path eventually.

 I want to put it plainly I was not doing what needed to be done to take care of my body.

I ate a lot of junk food and often had chest pains and couldn't walk for a long time or stand for a long time or sit for a long time either. I was a mess.

Mind you I've never smoked or really cared for drinking. I drank alcohol at one point but it wasn't something I really cared for. And I definitely didn't do drugs of any kind.

My skin was often extremely pail and I had dark circles often and it just didn't look healthy. 

I say these things because it's not your age that gives you Vitality but how you take care of your Holy Temple.

So when I started my spiritual journey I struggled a lot with fasting and eating healthy. I began with switching to vegetarian at first and I began to lose weight slowly but surely. As time passed I noticed slight changes in my skin tone and just overall energy. 

I prayed that I would be able to be at a healthy and manageable weight.

Now nearly three years in I'm a lot healthier than I ever was because I made the effort to clean my Holy Temple from the things that don't belong.

My skin is softer and I just use water to wash my face. I stopped using all the chemical stuff in the lotions and soaps. I feel like it's made a difference.

I personally believe you can be in your twenties and look older just because you don't take care of your body from the inside out.

With all of this said you have to understand that it works the same way with animals.

Vitality has no number. You must take care of your body from the inside out so it can take care of you.

A concept that people overlook and brush off as not even important. 

It is more important to listen to your body than what people tell you to take.

I take no vitamins, I drink no coffee but I do drink energy drinks and on occasion soda but even then I've lessened the amount because I used to get caffeine withdrawal migraines. 

Being vegan helps you appreciate Abba Yahuah more because He provided all the food we could ever want in abundance.

The fruits and vegetables have so much goodness for our temples that we should take advantage of what is NATURALLY given to us. 

I believe that animals and humans are ment to coexist together. If you watch animals you begin to see how they have emotions as we do. 

I don't need to eat animal products to have a healthy life. 

Don't be fooled by the experts because they are wrong. You gotta match everything you are told by Man with the Holy Spirit. Only then will you have the knowledge about food. 

Animals are injected with vaccines which stay in their bodies and essentially humans end up eating the animals and it goes in to human bodies. (I'd say us but I don't eat animal products) So now you have enjested an animal with hormones and vaccines...

It's a trap 🪤...

Once you see the system and how corrupt it is you'll make the effort to change the way you eat and start taking better care of your body.

Perhaps this was part of the reason humans according to Scripture lived a long time... I can't say a 100% they lived to over 100 years old... But it does make sense that they are much healthier than we are now which gave them more energy and they seemed younger even as they aged which allowed them to live longer...

Anyways just a thought 🤔 

I have another blog of which I am putting some vegan dishes that I eat and have made. Given that I'm homeless it's not going to stop me from being healthy. 

I get offered food a lot but it's All fast-food and unhealthy to begin with. Some one offered me chicken and when told we were vegan he actually told us we should reconsider so we can eat...No judgement here but think about it food is not just for filling your stomach...

Listen just because it looks like food doesn't mean it's healthy or good for you... 

Also being homeless is a good reason to be healthy you don't want to have a heart attack because you eat fried  and unhealthy foods. All of which will make you gain weight and leave you with health problems.  

That's all for now 😀 

I'll share the link to my New blog soon.

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Shabbat Shalom Family A Message On A Tickle Of The Ear

 This is our third winter of being homeless and everyday we endure and RELY on Abba Yahuah He provides Faithfully. 

Shabbat Shalom Family Today's Message Is On A Tickle Of The Ear 

Along the way however on my spiritual journey I've encountered MANY types of spirits especially those that live in fear and doubt. That isn't to say I NEVER go through my fair share of fear and doubt because I have especially in the beginning of this journey but it's evolved as I am a witness to Father's daily promises and faithfulness because I choose to RELY ON Him alone...

Many people also test me and my faith and I've learned that so MANY don't accept the hard Truth... 

Many people just don't understand the spiritual journey I'm on and it really goes over their heads. I'm judged as though I have done something wrong and don't know what I'm doing.

But if you have the Holy Spirit dwelling within you then you would know and understand that Yahushua Himself told His disciples and followers to leave everything behind and follow Him.

The fact that He Himself was indeed homeless and still people ignore the things He told His disciples.

How then can you say you follow the Messiah but ignore His teachings? 

My video is about 5 minutes long the link is below 👇 

https://rumble.com/v65y32g-shabbat-shalom-a-message-on-the-tickle-of-the-ear.html

It is on my Rumble channel and I hope you will enjoy...

That's all for now 

Ruth4Yah 

Signing Off 

Entry 100- Welcome to 2025

 So I am working on some new things this year to improve my content a bit and try and post more consistently. Given that I'm homeless finding internet connection that allows me to access my blog and other social media accounts is difficult at times so please bare with me.

I started a New series of Reflection that I've been working on each month. It's a three part series of Reflections throughout the month.

The first part is my plans for the month. Things like what I hope to learn spiritually and physically throughout the month and maybe some verses I hope to meditate on as well.

The second part is checking in mid-month of reflection. How is everything going and what have been my struggles since the first video. I'll continue and talk about what I've been learning spiritually.

The third and final part is a reflection of the entire month and what I struggled with as well as if I have overcome these struggles.

I find it best for me specifically to reflect on my spiritual journey and growth as often as possible. This is so the lessons I do learn I'm always thinking about and keeping in mind throughout the month.

This is our third year being homeless and it's been such a learning experience and spiritual growth.

So I hope you'll join me on this series.

My videos will be on Rumble instead of YouTube because they don't censor me.

Plain and simple...

The link below 👇 is my Rumble channels 

https://rumble.com/v65acl7-new-month-reflection-for-january-2025.html

That's all for now

Ruth4Yah 

Signing off