Thursday, May 29, 2025

Yahushua's Words Matthew 7:15-20 True and False Prophets

These verses play an important part in my life while I'm on my spiritual journey. Yahushua tells His disciples to know the difference between true and false Prophets and the way you know this is by their fruit. 
For me personally because I'm on this spiritual journey I come across a lot of people who think they know the truth. However I can see that they know nothing about the truth because their fruit proves otherwise. 

Many religions people prefer to judge the homeless and assume things they have no idea about. I've had people give me pamphlets with Bible verses and Jesus loves you on the front. Or another pamphlet that asks if I'm going to heaven and if I'm a good person. 

Most importantly I do not believe that the Messiah was named Jesus because it's derived from Greek when Yahushua is a Hebrew name with meaning. What You choose to call the Messiah is not important to me because it's the fruit of the spirit that matters the most. I choose not to judge based on the name itself. But your fruit will prove more as to where your spirit is at and if you are walking according to scripture and Yahushua's teachings. 

Let me just say a pamphlet does nothing, second asking if I'm going to heaven means you are judging me and assuming I won't and finally asking me if I'm a good person.

I can't judge myself to say I'm going to heaven because it's not for me to judge. I'm imperfect as a human being doing the best that I can to follow Yahushua's teachings and example. I do my best to not just preach (to those who want to listen)but apply everything in my own spiritual life. 
With all these examples their fruit is shown to be useless in my opinion. There have only been a small handful of people who cared enough to ask about what I do online. I'm not here to preach if people do not care it's a waste of time personally. I prefer to work and strengthen my spirit through this spiritual journey and grow with spiritual maturity. I also prefer to let the Holy Spirit guide my words if people are truly interested.

What a person says or claims to be in my opinion doesn't always align with their actions. Your actions are what produce fruit not your words. 

For me personally I always try to align my words with my actions so the fruit I produce is good. Determining if the fruit is good or not also has to align with what Yahushua would do in specific situations. So while I do my best as with everyone I am not at all perfect. 

Teaching another person has to align with scripture and Yahushua's teachings by the example you set for others through your actions. 

That's all for now.
The link below 👇 will take you to my video of the reading of these verses.


I suggest also meditating on them as well and ask yourself the hard questions who do you follow? Reflect and adjust accordingly. 
Much Love 
Ruth4Yah 

10 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey Part 1 of 3

So this will be a collection of everything I've Learned this far on my Spiritual Journey. I'm doing 10 Lessons in each post and going into a bit more detail than in my videos. I try to make the videos as short as possible so that's why I'm doing these posts now. Some of the lessons are self explanatory while others I feel I need to give a bit more explanation on them. 

Okay here it goes 10 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey:

1. Trusting in Abba Yahuah 
This is extremely hard because trusting in Father means you really can't trust yourself. Father is in the spirit and we can not see Him with our physical eyes and therefore it makes all that much more difference and is important to build a strong relationship so you can be guided by the spirit. 

2. Having Proper Discernment 
When your relationship with Father is strong you will be able to discern properly on what to do and where to go next. 

Discernment in the spirit doesn't always make sense in the physical and to me it's more of a deep KNOWING and feeling of the direction towards. Like when you have a gut feeling something is going to happen and you don't listen and then it happens. It's like that you knew something was going to happen and it did. 

3. Everything Happens For a Reason 
On this journey it's apparent that everything that has happened had a reason for it. Whether it's for you to gain a different perspective, experience or lesson from it it's important to remember to take both the good things and bad.

4. Father's Timing is Perfect 
Now that we understand that everything happens for a reason it's vitally important to also remember that Father's timing is perfect. The lessons you may need to learn before something else can happen or it's a matter of waiting because something else by someone else has to take place first. 

I think this is how we are all connected to each other. It's like when you are heading into work and you get delayed because of an accident and you arrive late to work but it's okay because it worked out in your favor. Certain events aligned at the right moment so everything can work out. 

5. Staying in Prayer Consistently 
This has been hard for me at times especially when I pray and I feel like I'm not being heard.
However that's far from the truth. How you pray really does matter. For me personally I had to go through different phases to understand what it means to pray and how to pray. It's not about a written script to repeat or a list of demands or even just complaining which is where I started out. I found myself praying only when it was convient to me because things were not working out the way I wanted them to. Although it started me out on a journey of understanding how to properly develop a relationship with Abba Yahuah. 

He already knows what we are going to ask for and while this is true it matters where your heart is when you pray. 
Are you humbly asking in prayer or are you mad and want to see a change in your situation? Regardless what I've learned is to take note of how Yahushua would pray. It was often times on His own away from others in nature. It does say to find a place to pray in your home that you consider your prayer closet and do it in secret between you and Father. 

What's important to remember is that it can feel frustrating at times when you feel you really need something and you've prayed about but it wasn't answered and the longer and more often you go through that the more you will feel what's the point of prayer if it's not going to be answered or if Father knows what I'm going to ask for then I might as well stop praying about it. 
I have felt these things myself more often than I care to admit and as often recent I have begun to remind myself when I feel these ways that 
THE ENEMY IS A LIER, DECEIVER AND MANIPULATOR 

 This is important to remember because he wants you to STOP praying because he knows how POWERFUL YOUR PRAYERS CAN BE... 
It will take you in a different direction away from Father if you stop praying. Your relationship with Father and discernment will suffer because eventually you will STOP relying on Father and trust in Him.
Thankfully it NEVER got to this point but I have had those feelings I described above about prayer.

6. Making Time for Abba Yahuah Daily 
This goes along with your time of prayer. Sometimes it's just spending time in nature meditating on it's beauty and simplicity. It's important to be in the word as well. I have reasons as to why I feel the way I do about the Bible however reading scripture and meditating on verses will help you gain better understanding of the verses and how they can apply to your life. 

I personally believe and I've said this many times that the Bible was manipulated and so it was allowed to happen to test Father's people as in the days Yahushua spoke in parables so only certain people understood.  The Bible is filled with small details that are over looked that the enemy has changed. However the stories within the Bible I believe are true along with the promises. It's things like the names of regions and people that I believe were altered but allowed to test us. 

7. Trust in Man will prove to be a snare ðŸŠĪ 
I have come to the realization on this spiritual journey that people are not what they seem. They can be kind with their words but some people carry manipulation behind their words and it's not always recognizable at first. Their spirit may have a different intention than what is preseved. 

When someone offers you something take note of their fruit because from my experience sometimes people give funds for example to get answers to their questions. Or they can give you items like clothing and think they now have a "right" to do whatever they want to you. 

Of course this is Legal Spiritual Rights it's very different from the Physical Legal Rights. There are Many demonic spirits roaming around inhabiting people because they open themselves to them by doing things scripture tells us not to. This is everything from what you listen to, watch, smoking and drinking opens doors as well. The Holy Spirit needs a Holy place to dwell in.

Anything that harms your spirit and produces darkness is an open invitation for demonic spirits to inhabit you without you realizing it. So with that said there are also spiritual attachments you can get from certain people with negative spirits. This is why Yahushua says you shall know them by their fruit.

If you accept anything from a negative spirit they have legal Spiritual rights to attack you...
So always judge the spirit not the person. Like I've said before the 
ENEMY IS A MANIPULATOR, LIER AND DECEIVER 
Don't think for a moment that he won't use his minions to do his dirty work.

If you take away the enemy's power they have no legal Spiritual rights against you. This is why Father says vengeance belongs to Him alone. Use your freewill to go against a person and that opens more legal rights now both spiritual and physical against you. 

8. Taking a Leap Of Faith 
Honestly this entire spiritual journey is a leap of Faith because I'm putting my trust in Abba Yahuah to provide for me and my family. He hasn't stopped since day one of becoming homeless. It was a conscious decision to leave everything behind and be focused on our spiritual journey. Let me just say it's not at all easy infact it's really hard. But like the disciples who walked with Yahushua they took left everything behind. 

I believe that taking a leap of faith also has partly to do with proper discernment and recognize fruit of people. I have had apartments offered for free but the fruit of the person who made the offer felt Off and I trusted my discernment to reject the offer. For the record NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS LIFE... There is always something you have to do in return a sacrifice you could say. 

Even on this spiritual journey we are to sacrifice what we want and follow the Will of Abba Yahuah 🙌 for us. His Will be done. 

The stronger your relationship is the better you will be able to discern and when it's time to take that leap of Faith you'll know in your heart that you are in good hands. 

9. Being Born Again 
For the longest time previous to my walk I didn't understand what it means to be born again. To be born again in my opinion is to be born in the spirit. Where the spiritual realm is different from the physical realm and doesn't make sense to us in the physical realm because you can't touch, or see the spiritual realm per say. If you make that conscious decision to walk in the spirit it's vitally important to practice what is preached in scripture that is Yahushua was our example of how we ought to walk in the spirit. 
We deny the flesh to be closer to Father in the spirit. 

10. Be slow to speak so that the Holy Spirit guide your words
So basically this means taking a minute to really think before you speak and if you have nothing to say then don't say anything.
I know I've fallen in to the trap of speaking just to say something and it wasn't even worth saying either. Somethings are better left unsaid and better to wait on the wisdom of the Holy Spirit before speaking. 
I think of Yahushua when He stood in front of the Sanhedrin to be judged and He could have responded several times but chose to stay silent. When He spoke it was to the point and simple. 
A talkative person like me finds it hard to do at times. When you take that moment you realize quickly what words produce fruit and what doesn't as well as the conversation if it's secular and of the world or is it a conversation about the Kingdom of heaven. Personally I no longer like small talk and prefer deep conversations. There are so much things out there that we can't lean on our own understanding and yet we still know nothing really about anything. 
A simple question can lead you to worldly responses that have and carry no value in the Kingdom Of Heaven.
When we talk about scripture for example to me that concerns the Kingdom Of Heaven vs talking about sports or the latest movie or trends which is of the world. 
I've come to the understanding that everything has been a lie and is fake. They carry no value produce no fruit when talking about sports ect. 

Well these are the first 10 lessons out of 30 that I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey. If you have questions please let me know in the comments. I'm always learning growing spiritually so these lessons I'm sharing may evolve in terms of understanding moving forward. 

Much Love 
I pray you all have a blessed day ahead 
In Yahushua's 
Mighty Name 
Yahmien 🙌 
Ruth4Yah 


Wednesday, May 28, 2025

5 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey Part 6


This is Part 6 of the Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey and the link below 👇 will take you to my Rumble channel where you can find the video.

https://rumble.com/v6ty48p-5-lessons-ive-learned-while-on-my-spiritual-journey-part-6.html


I am currently working on three New posts here on my blog detailing each of these lessons with more explanation. There will be ten lessons in each post so a total of 3 posts and 10 lessons per post. 

I figured there is only so much I can put in each video and some if not most of the lessons need more of an explanation.

But keep in mind these are things I've experienced on my Spiritual Journey and they may not look exactly the same but the lessons I believe will be the same whether you are homeless or not. Like the lesson of being wise as a serpent that can be applied to anyone for any situation it just means don't give too much information out. 

These videos are away for me to see how scripture is applied in to my life on a daily basis. 

Even if you disagree with me on these lessons or how they apply to your own spiritual life it doesn't matter because your growth is on you and my growth is on me.

Anyways that's all for now 

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Tuesday, May 27, 2025

Yahushua's Words John 15:18-27 If The World Hates You

In John chapter 15 verses 18-27 Yahushua reminds His disciples and followers of what it means to not be part of this world.

John 15:18-27

[18]“If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first.

[19]If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.

[20]Remember what I told you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also. If they obeyed my teaching, they will obey yours also.

[21]They will treat you this way because of my name, for they do not know the one who sent me.

[22]If I had not come and spoken to them, they would not be guilty of sin; but now they have no excuse for their sin.

[23]Whoever hates me hates my Father as well.

[24]If I had not done among them the works no one else did, they would not be guilty of sin. As it is, they have seen, and yet they have hated both me and my Father.

[25]But this is to fulfill what is written in their Law: ‘They hated me without reason.’

[26]“When the Advocate comes, whom I will send to you from the Father—the Spirit of truth who goes out from the Father—he will testify about me.

[27]And you also must testify, for you have been with me from the beginning.

In my own life and on my spiritual journey I see this play out exactly as Yahushua describes. I minister online and am always excited to talk about scripture however many people automatically judge me for being homeless and ignoring when I mention my spiritual journey. 

Yahushua and His disciples and followers were homeless. But people overlook this fact. Okay that's fine. 

I've been on this spiritual journey for years now almost three years this July and it's apparent that the town I'm currently in hates me and my family. I say this because we've been persecuted and slandered continuously. 

Our journey is not meant for everyone and it's important to remember that it's about your own spiritual growth that needs to develop. 

People tend to judge what they don't understand and I say this because it's how I felt when I would judge. Now I do my best to not judge and I'm not perfect at this because human emotions get in the way. At the same time it's part of my spiritual growth in that I have to learn to recognize when I judge and then repent without holding grudges against anyone. 

I choose to judge the spirit not the person. There is a difference between the two. 

I don't consider myself a teacher to teach anything different from what Yahushua taught. I do my best to live according to His teachings and relate scripture to my own spiritual walk. 

It's hard not to be apart of this world because it offers so many comforts that walking in the spirit doesn't offer.

We are guided in the spirit and we are taken care of in terms of the things we need physically but it's not always what we want and this too is part of the spirit growth. Learning to be grateful, content with your situation and being grounded and humble at the same time. These things are hard to accomplish on your own. 

So the link below 👇 is a video of these verses. You can read them yourself of course as well. I suggest meditating on these verses and seeing how they apply in your own spiritual life.

https://rumble.com/v6tw7s5-john-1518-27-if-the-world-hates-you.html


It's an important reminder that we are not of this world and we live for the eternal world in heaven with Abba Yahuah and Yahushua.

I pray you have a blessed day ahead 

In Yahushua's 

Mighty Name

 Yahmien 🙌 

Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

5 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey Part 5

 So this a continuation of my series of 5 Lessons I've Learned While On My Spiritual Journey and it's Part 5. 

In this post I will have a link to my Rumble channel where you can watch the short video.

However after Part 6 I will be making a couple posts that include more than the five listed in the videos and talk about them in a bit more detail. 

At the moment I'm debating on either making two posts with 15 Lessons each or break it up in to three posts of ten lessons each.

Keep in mind that these lessons are based on my own spiritual journey and experiences. I'm not perfect and I continue to find myself learning and growing understanding a little bit more about these lessons.

https://rumble.com/v6tup4h-lessons-ive-learned-while-on-my-spiritual-journey-part-5.html?mref=1ou6u8&mc=1txqt

So I hope you enjoy!

May you have a blessed day ahead 

In Yahushua's 

Mighty Name 

Yahmien 

Ruth4Yah 

Monday, May 26, 2025

Words Of Wisdom-Ecclesiastes 7:15-20 Righteousness

 In Ecclesiastes chapter 7 verses 15-20 speaks briefly about righteousness. While I strive to live righteously I am not perfect and as these verses say I will sin. However even though I may sin it's important to recognize when I do and repent. I am no Job; in the story of Job he was considered a righteous man because he obeyed Abba Yahuah but repented daily even for his children he offered burnt offerings in case they sinned in their heart. 

While we can't be like this all the time. I believe we have to be focused on our own spirit meaning to have an understanding that striving to be righteous doesn't mean perfection because we are human beings with human emotions and reactions. We can only control our reactions to perfect our spirit from the inside out. Meaning letting go of things that upset you, hurt you, and not holding on to anything with a grudge. Being able to forgive helps release any negativity blackening your heart and harming your spirit and growth.

This is how I apply these verses to my own spiritual life.

The link below 👇 will take you to my video of these verses it's just a reading of the verses.

https://rumble.com/v6tv07v-words-of-wisdom-ecclesiastes-715-20.html

May you have a blessed day ahead 🙏 

In Yahushua's 

 Mighty Name 

Yahmien 🙌 

Much Love 

Rurh


Sunday, May 25, 2025

Words Of Wisdom 1 Corinthians 2:6-15 Yahuah's Wisdom Revealed By The Spirit

 In 1 Corinthians chapter 2 verses 6-15 it talks about how Abba Yahuah reveals His wisdom by the spirit. These verses speak of how you gain this wisdom from the spirit. Ultimately we have to remember that the flesh opposes the spirit and they are in constant friction. The flesh seeks out the comforts of life in this physical world. However at the same time the spirit is not concerned with the comforts of this life but concerned only thing of the spiritual world. 

Our wisdom comes from the Holy Spirit who guides us and sends us signals we can only understand through our spirit. Often times the wisdom we are given doesn't always make sense. This is why strengthening our spiritual discernment helps us understand whenever we have wisdom given to us by the Holy Spirit. 

In my personal life I have given up everything of the flesh to go on this spiritual journey. Many things have not made sense but truth be told the longer I'm on this journey the more clearer it is that the spiritual realm is overlapping with the physical realm. 

I walk having eliminated the comforts of the flesh that is a home to go to at the end of the day, a job, a car, and a bed to lay in all to follow Yahushua and His teachings relying on Abba Yahuah for guidance on my path as well as for food and shelter and of course protection. 

It's not easy by any means of the word because it does get to the point where it's a breaking point but the wisdom given to me by the Holy Spirit is the understanding of the time we are currently living in. 

Most people who are not living in the spirit or have limited their spiritual growth will Not understand my spiritual journey and that's okay with me because it's not for them to understand especially when they continue living for this world. 

Anyways below 👇 is a link to the video of the reading of these verses and I suggest meditating on them and see how they apply to your spiritual journey.

https://rumble.com/v6t8s1z-words-of-wisdom-1-corinthians-26-15.html

I pray you have a blessed day ahead 

In Yahushua's 

Mighty Name

 Yahmien 🙌 


Much Love 

Ruth4Yah 

Sunday, May 11, 2025

Entry 113- Kingdom Work

Kingdom Work 
I believe the work I do is what I'm supposed to be doing. I have a ministry of which is online but some of it is done in person as well. 
We are called to preach the word about the kingdom of heaven as in the verses below 👇 in the book of Matthew.

Matthew 10:6-8
[6]Go rather to the lost sheep of Israel.
[7]As you go, proclaim this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’
[8]Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.

While I have no clue how to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy and drive out demons. I do believe my task is to preach the word and I do so by reading the Books and making them in to videos. I do that in public where people are often walking around and are present. But these days the word is only for those who have ears to hear. Those who are spiritually present and aware of the words from scripture. 

I've been on this spiritual journey for the past 2 and a half years almost three years (in July) and I've been evolving spiritually. I started reading the word from the very beginning and put in my two sense in the videos as if I knew what I was talking about. Honestly at the time I believed I did know what I was talking about but realized I really didn't and it was all based on my own personal opinion. 

This challenged me very much so to the point I questioned if it was what Father wanted me to be doing. I took a break from it for the longest time because I felt I was not reaching anyone. 

As of recently I have learned that whatever I do online I have to make sure I was led by the Holy Spirit and for a time I thought I was but really wasn't. 

So I have changed my content as I have begun to read the different books in scripture I have learned to focus on my own spiritual growth and apply these verses and books in to my daily life. 

To me personally this is important work for the Kingdom of heaven and if I'm going to preach I better be applying it to my daily life.

I am currently working on the Book Of Matthew reading it as I feel led to do so and posting my video and blog post in a timely manner. 

These are words coming from our Messiah Yahushua according to scripture and I do my best to meditate on these verses, chapters and books and apply them to my life. 

Spiritually speaking I'm not where I was 2 and a half years ago because there has been a lot of growth and maturity for my spirit to go through. 

While I'm still learning and growing spiritually I'm not perfect. I still have my moments where I struggle with my understanding. I guess somethings are better not to lean on our own understanding and that is difficult. 

I know the times we are living in and so does the enemy. With constant persecution and testing it's clear to me that the Vail between the physical and spiritual realm is thinning. And the enemy knows his time is short. 

My tests vary from just having to endure to actually being tested by negative spirits at my weakest moments where I struggle the most. But just like Yahushua was tested in the wilderness at His weakest moments the servant is not above the master. 

I take my spiritual journey very seriously and I do so by making sure I'm set apart from the rest of society as we read in the book of Daniel when Daniel and his friends refused the Kings food and requested fruits and veggies and water to drink. Along with that they fasted often to be closer to Father. I have read scripture countless times over the past 2 years and I continue when I feel led. I'm constantly thinking and meditating on the word. Sometimes the Holy Spirit gives me verses as I am going through something and I believe it's a reminder that scripture is true. 

Of course the devil is in the details of which I also believe were altered to confuse Father's people. 
But naturally people don't recognize the work I am doing and it's okay because it's not for them to understand my spiritual journey. Especially if those who question my faith are not aligned spiritually with Father. 

If you still think as if in this world you will NEVER understand the spiritual world which doesn't make sense at all in many cases but you have to be led in the spirit. 

I don't need to defend myself to anyone but in case this reaches someone trying to do the same realize that you must focus on your own spiritual life not someone else's life. There is far too much judgment going around and people judge without understanding. 

Father sends them a delusion because they rejected the Truth. I don't personally believe Jesus Christ was the name of the Messiah and primarily because there is so many things that don't align nor do they make sense. But that is for another post and time to talk about. 

In my humble and personal opinion if you are following the Messiah as you claim to do so than the fruit of your spirit will align with scripture and Father. It's only by the conviction of the Holy Spirit that you are led to the proper name of the Messiah Yahushua of which I can not do. 

If you are not applying the verses to your life, working on your spiritual growth to produce good fruit, meditating on the word, setting yourself apart from society then you really will never truly understand what it takes to walk with Yahushua and be His Disciple. 

Many many not want to admit this but it's the Truth. 

Anyways that's all for now.
May you have a blessed day ahead ❤️ 
Much Love 
Ruth4Yah 
Signing Off 

Saturday, May 10, 2025

The Book Of Matthew Ch 14-15 Healing and Feeding Many

It takes a lot to have faith to believe in someone you barely know. But Faith in our heavenly Father that He has sent us a redeemer is far more powerful. 
Word was sent to surrounding areas that Yahushua was healing the sick and doing Many miracles. People believed and came to see for themselves. 
The pharasees although they were there witnessing miracles performed by Yahushua doubted and tried to put doubt in the minds of the people that believed in Him. 

His disciples were human as we are and would believe one minute and doubt the next and they walked with Yahushua. 
In chapters 14 and 15 we read that Yahushua healed and fed Many people. 

Today there is such lack in Faith of the word that many people have to see it to believe it. 

Don't get me wrong I try my hardest to have strong faith and am constantly reminding myself that the enemy is a LIER. I'm going to be honest here but there have been a few times as embarrassing it is to admit 😞 that the enemy tried to convince me to doubt my Faith. 

When I finally woke up to the realization that it was what he was doing I made it clear to myself when doubts begin to creep in to remind myself that the enemy is indeed a LIER, Deceiver, Manipulator, among other things. 

No one is perfect however we are told to Walk by faith not by sight. People these days have to see it with their physical eyes to prove that it's real. But these same people are also fooled by magicians who do magic 🊄 before their own physical eyes failing to actually see the deception behind the scenes. 

We have no problem believing that we breathe air something we can not see with our physical eyes but people have a problem opening their spiritual eyes to see the manipulation and deception going on behind the scenes today. 

Being born again means being born in the spirit and looking through spiritual lenses. Faith is believing with a deep KNOWING. Like the Canaanite Woman of whome Yahushua tested her faith. 

Matthew 15:22-28
[22]A Canaanite woman from that vicinity came to him, crying out, “Master, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is demon-possessed and suffering terribly.”
[23] Yahushua did not answer a word. So his disciples came to him and urged him, “Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.”
[24]He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.”
[25]The woman came and knelt before him. “Master, help me!” she said.
[26]He replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.”
[27]“Yes it is, Master,” she said. “Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.”
[28]Then Yahushua said to her, “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.” And her daughter was healed at that moment.

The woman could have very well turned away after being ignored and yet she continues by being persistent going after Yahushua. 
I know that many times when I've been turned away by Father and not had my prayers answered it becomes extremely frustrating and discouraging to be persistent. 

Perhaps like this woman we should continue to be persistent and keeping our Faith strong that there is no room for doubt. Doubt comes from the Enemy. When we doubt we lack in faith and our belief weakens.

I'm human as was Peter when he asked Yahushua to call him over on the water and his faith was challenged as doubt crept in when he saw the water moving beneath him. 

Matthew 14:22-33
[22]Immediately Yahushua made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd.
[23]After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. Later that night, he was there alone,
[24]and the boat was already a considerable distance from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it.
[25]Shortly before dawn Yahushua went out to them, walking on the lake.
[26]When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. “It’s a ghost,” they said, and cried out in fear.
[27]But Yahushua immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.”
[28]“Master, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.”
[29]“Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Yahushua.
[30]But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Master, save me!”
[31]Immediately Yahushua reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?”
[32]And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down.
[33]Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of Yahuah.”

We too will have moments of doubt. But as our Faith increases in Yahushua being with us the doubt will melt away. 

I encourage you to read these chapters and see how they are applied in your daily life and meditate on these chapters so you will know through the Holy Spirit what you need to do to overcome fear, doubt and lack of faith allowing your spirit to mature and grow even more.

The link below 👇 is to the video 

Much Love 
Ruth4Yah 

Thursday, May 1, 2025

The Book Of Matthew Ch 12-13 Yahuah's Chosen Servant

In chapter 12 Yahushua makes Himself known to the pharasees and tells them that the 'Son of man is Master Of The Sabbath.' So He continues to heal the sick on the Sabbath. We understand that the rules of not doing things on the Sabbath are rules created by Man.

We see that this is where the pharasees although they studied the scriptures they refused to believe what they were witnessing in front of them. Perhaps they knew the truth but chose to conceal it from the public because of their rules. They were convinced that Yahushua was working for Beelzebub (*often identified as another name for Satan* I suggest looking it up as different versions of the Bible say Demon or Beelzebub). 

Yahushua continues to teach His disciples and followers telling them that if they blasphemed against the Holy Spirit they will not be forgiven and if they said anything about the son of Man they will be forgiven. 

It makes me question my own spirit if I have ever blasphemed against the spirit or against the son of Man Yahushua. Of course in previous years prior to my spiritual journey I probably have. I repent of these things as I was not walking accordingly nor did I know I was doing anything wrong. 
No one is perfect and we all fall short but because Father Yahuah is merciful He forgives if we go to Him with a repentant heart. At least this is my belief. I pray I am forgiven for the lack of understanding and wisdom of scripture during those times in my life. 

We are all looking for signs as did the pharasees in His day. But Yahushua says the only sign is that the sign of Jonah. When he spent 3 days and nights in the belly of a large fish 🐟.
It's funny to me because just the other day I was questioning many things as we do on our spiritual journey but I asked for a sign myself and I was reminded of this exact verse. 

While I am not looking for miraculous signs but more confirmation I still didn't receive it. I find that when I go through moments like this my Faith is challenged and from a human perspective it's frustrating and yet at the same time my spirit feels different as if it already knows the answers I'm searching for but I'm not ready to accept or receive them. 

I think that my feelings only come from my flesh not from my spirit. That's why there is a separation at least this is what I'm beginning to understand. I don't need confirmation because I already know in my spirit. Those who have ears let them hear spiritually speaking... Maybe I'm not listening clearly 😞...

By chapter 13 Yahushua is speaking in parables to help those who are open spiritually to understand what it's like to have Faith and the Holy Spirit vs not having them. As well as what the Kingdom of heaven is like.

As in the Parable of the Sower 
Matthew 13:3-9
[3]Then he told them many things in parables, saying: “A farmer went out to sow his seed.
[4]As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up.
[5]Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow.
[6]But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root.
[7]Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants.
[8]Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown.
[9]Whoever has ears, let them hear.”

The deeper our Faith is the stronger the root is for it to produce fruit. For a long time in the beginning of my journey I felt like my faith was continually challenged as in this parable. I soon realized my Faith was not as strong as it needed to be or that I believed it was. That's when the real work began. 

These days our Faith is challenged daily with new information that also challenges our belief system. There are a million things going on in the world today that we as humans if not on the right spiritual path will be distracted. 

I felt my faith was like the seed in this parable each time evolving and maturing as I have been growing on this spiritual journey and more open to listen to the word and it's meaning. I find my that my faith is in the process of being the seed scattered in good soil so it could take root, grow and produce fruit. Because I'm homeless at the moment I have gone through more difficulty than most people and there has been a tremendous amount of discouraging things happening all around me and one being persecuted. It's not easy to accept it because I just want to fight back but at the same time Yahushua was persecuted too. Dispite all of the persecution I deal with and judgment from both so called believers and none believers I push through. Something I probably wouldn't have been able to do previously.

Matthew 13:10-17
[10]The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”
[11]He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them.
[12]Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them.
[13]This is why I speak to them in parables: 
“Though seeing, they do not see; 
    though hearing, they do not hear or understand.
[14]In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah: 
“ ‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding; 
    you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.
[15]For this people’s heart has become calloused; 
    they hardly hear with their ears, 
    and they have closed their eyes. 
Otherwise they might see with their eyes, 
    hear with their ears, 
    understand with their hearts 
and turn, and I would heal them.’
[16]But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.
[17]For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous people longed to see what you see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.

This is our current generation...Right Now... I believe Yahushua is speaking about our current time. 
 
Yahushua says many parables that have made me think deeply about my beliefs and my faith as well as where I am spiritually. 

The enemy will do everything in his power nowadays to bring to pass of the great falling away because his time is short. 

The Vail between the physical and spiritual realms is thinning greatly. Things are taking place that humanity may not be entirely ready for and the time of disception is happening now. Pretty soon I believe we will see the rise of the anti Messiah.

This is why your faith has to be strong from the roots so you can produce good fruit and Yahushua can remain with you. 

These parables can be applied to your spiritual growth right now if you stop and take a moment to realize where you are at spiritually.

To me and I will forever continue to say this because it's true. The Bible itself is not the original text and there fore I believe has been altered. We have to have the holy spirit within us to be able to discern properly what is True and what we need to question. We have to take what we are told about the existence of humanity with a grain of salt not accepting it but properly discerning it through the wisdom of the Holy Spirit. 

As I always say the Bible is not the original text and is infact altered in more ways than one. These alterations are in place just like the parables to be able to test Father's people in to clearly hearing the truth. 
Yahushua used the parables and we have the Bible written in many different versions of translation and yet some have or include others don't include. Books from the original text were taken out so keep that in mind as well.

I believe Father allows these things to happen to test His children His people. Because we are living in the last days our Faith is challenged daily to strengthen us in Yahushua and our understanding of the time we are living in.

We are not meant to have all the answers infact it says lean not on your own understanding. Many people study the Bible as if studying from a textbook in school however for me personally I let the wisdom, discernment and understanding come through the Holy Spirit as I am lead to read passages and verses. 

Some people get in to seeking out information and you can then tell it's not led by the Holy Spirit its led by their urgency of gaining knowledge of the information. 

 However I believe when the time is right things will be revealed to us naturally because the things I currently know and understand are extremely hard to accept as truth if you don't have the spiritual eyes to see or your faith is not strong enough. 

It's true that Father's timing is extremely slow at times from a human perspective however there are things that from a human perspective we would not be able to wrap our minds around. Perhaps the idea of time doesn't exist for Father because He sees and knows everything. This is a time for grace and an opportunity to strengthen our spiritual life 🙏.

I've applied these parables in to my own spiritual life and I see the things I struggle with and still need to work on. But this gives me hope that I'm growing spiritually and that's important.

Anyways as always I'm going to link the video of Matthew chapters 12 and 13 below 👇


 I continue to encourage you all to listen or read these chapters and see how they apply to your own spiritual life. 

Much Love 
Ruth4Yah 



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