Kingdom Work
I believe the work I do is what I'm supposed to be doing. I have a ministry of which is online but some of it is done in person as well.
We are called to preach the word about the kingdom of heaven as in the verses below 👇 in the book of Matthew.
[6]Go rather to the lost sheep of Israel.
[7]As you go, proclaim this message: ‘The kingdom of heaven has come near.’
[8]Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy, drive out demons. Freely you have received; freely give.
While I have no clue how to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse those who have leprosy and drive out demons. I do believe my task is to preach the word and I do so by reading the Books and making them in to videos. I do that in public where people are often walking around and are present. But these days the word is only for those who have ears to hear. Those who are spiritually present and aware of the words from scripture.
I've been on this spiritual journey for the past 2 and a half years almost three years (in July) and I've been evolving spiritually. I started reading the word from the very beginning and put in my two sense in the videos as if I knew what I was talking about. Honestly at the time I believed I did know what I was talking about but realized I really didn't and it was all based on my own personal opinion.
This challenged me very much so to the point I questioned if it was what Father wanted me to be doing. I took a break from it for the longest time because I felt I was not reaching anyone.
As of recently I have learned that whatever I do online I have to make sure I was led by the Holy Spirit and for a time I thought I was but really wasn't.
So I have changed my content as I have begun to read the different books in scripture I have learned to focus on my own spiritual growth and apply these verses and books in to my daily life.
To me personally this is important work for the Kingdom of heaven and if I'm going to preach I better be applying it to my daily life.
I am currently working on the Book Of Matthew reading it as I feel led to do so and posting my video and blog post in a timely manner.
These are words coming from our Messiah Yahushua according to scripture and I do my best to meditate on these verses, chapters and books and apply them to my life.
Spiritually speaking I'm not where I was 2 and a half years ago because there has been a lot of growth and maturity for my spirit to go through.
While I'm still learning and growing spiritually I'm not perfect. I still have my moments where I struggle with my understanding. I guess somethings are better not to lean on our own understanding and that is difficult.
I know the times we are living in and so does the enemy. With constant persecution and testing it's clear to me that the Vail between the physical and spiritual realm is thinning. And the enemy knows his time is short.
My tests vary from just having to endure to actually being tested by negative spirits at my weakest moments where I struggle the most. But just like Yahushua was tested in the wilderness at His weakest moments the servant is not above the master.
I take my spiritual journey very seriously and I do so by making sure I'm set apart from the rest of society as we read in the book of Daniel when Daniel and his friends refused the Kings food and requested fruits and veggies and water to drink. Along with that they fasted often to be closer to Father. I have read scripture countless times over the past 2 years and I continue when I feel led. I'm constantly thinking and meditating on the word. Sometimes the Holy Spirit gives me verses as I am going through something and I believe it's a reminder that scripture is true.
Of course the devil is in the details of which I also believe were altered to confuse Father's people.
But naturally people don't recognize the work I am doing and it's okay because it's not for them to understand my spiritual journey. Especially if those who question my faith are not aligned spiritually with Father.
If you still think as if in this world you will NEVER understand the spiritual world which doesn't make sense at all in many cases but you have to be led in the spirit.
I don't need to defend myself to anyone but in case this reaches someone trying to do the same realize that you must focus on your own spiritual life not someone else's life. There is far too much judgment going around and people judge without understanding.
Father sends them a delusion because they rejected the Truth. I don't personally believe Jesus Christ was the name of the Messiah and primarily because there is so many things that don't align nor do they make sense. But that is for another post and time to talk about.
In my humble and personal opinion if you are following the Messiah as you claim to do so than the fruit of your spirit will align with scripture and Father. It's only by the conviction of the Holy Spirit that you are led to the proper name of the Messiah Yahushua of which I can not do.
If you are not applying the verses to your life, working on your spiritual growth to produce good fruit, meditating on the word, setting yourself apart from society then you really will never truly understand what it takes to walk with Yahushua and be His Disciple.
Many many not want to admit this but it's the Truth.
Anyways that's all for now.
May you have a blessed day ahead ❤️
Much Love
Ruth4Yah
Signing Off
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